slamat ber"cuntiss" semesterss...

dear batikchantingsss.... waaaaa.... kuterasa bagaikan lapang sungguh kepala ku ini... walopon keje opis yg byk tertangguh seminggu itu terus menerus setia menungguku utk diselesaikan.... anyway, a deep pray for HIM for always blessing me in what ever i'm doing and taking... without HIS bless and my supportive parents and brothers, i dont think i can make it sekaligus completing my 2nd semester. fuh!!.... never ever thought that i can reach this level...even the financially matters really suffocate me quite badly....hadehss...:(

the final exam on last 22 april was running as scheduled... and me myself buley la categorized as prepared la jugakss... tp xdela sampai well-prepared pon, coz i need to complete the triple assigmntss within 2-3 days...huhuhu... bengos2 den nak siapkan essay yg berkajang2 tusss... but b4 that, i did ensure to complete the group task dulu...sbb taknak bersimpang siur with my personal assgmnt. and alhamdulillah... everything completely done +-2 days before i took off to KL on last friday. as for the papers plak, huh!!... the DB paper was so tough!... case studynye, adduss!!... dah baca berkali2 pon, stil cannot grab what does the question mean actually....and for the last part of the question tu plak, never thought that the lecturer ada jugak include those too technical questions... pity of mossst of my classmates for not really into that zone of question... tp what ever it is, rite now everybody just have to wait for the result nnt... riso gak niss... really hope i still can menten the cg... insyaAlh...

anyway suzana, your 2nd semester da abiss... next sesi "berperang" will be started probably around july nnt. hermm...around july ekk?...july...july...july... seems like my nex agenda isss... to make sure that i'll be able to perform well in the interview session dan seterusnye being offered the study loan from my own hometown very soon ...really hope so.... all d bestosss suzana!!!! may de fos be wif u...

attached below is my latest feveret song by kelly clarkson lg... hmm... "lalalala....well if u dont have the answer, why you standing here....just walk away..."...henjoice!!


You've got your mother and your brother, every other
Under cover telling you what to say
You think I'm stupid
But the truth is, that it's Cupid
Baby, loving you has made me this way

So before you point your finger
Get your hands off of my trigger
You need to know this situations getting old
And now the more you talk, the less I can take

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey,
Just walk away

I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school
So tell me how come you never showed
I gave you everything and never asked for anything
And look at me, I'm all alone
So before you start defending, baby
Stop all your pretending

I know you know I know
So what's the point in being so,
"Let's get this show on the road today"

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey,
Just walk away

I want a love
I want a fire
To feel the burn
My desires
I want a man by my side
Not a boy who runs and hides
Are you going to fight for me
Die for me
Live and breathe for me
Do you care for me
Cause if you don't then just leave

I'm looking for attention
Not another question
Should you stay or should you go
Well, if you don't have the answer
Why you still standing here
Hey,
Just walk away

the week of stadiostosss...

dear batikchantingsss.... the "tekanan" seems like keep pressuring me lately. the final exam is again come into my schedule of life for this 2nd semester...and juuuuust around the corner.... aaaaaa...will i manage to menten the cgpa? i really2 do hope so and alwis pray from HIM. takmo aaa cg jatus2 nii... fernatss2 ulang alik kontan-shah alam, skali rizats just for the sake of alaa2 je... huhuhu...lugi maaaa...

so its the "study week" now. and i think most of the IPT students are currently face the same zone like me. this chptersss, that chptersss... might be 8,9,10 or even more chptrs to be covered. as for myself, hehehe...ari ni dah 18 april, and i juuuust start to flip the 1st page of the 1st chpter...kes..kes...kesss.... bahaya laa suzana niii... cita2 nak menten cg kununss... teypi, stadi mallerss!!... not sure laa why...sejak 2-3 mnjak ber"usia" ni, the guts and courages to work it out sort of not so strong as zaman muderss2 dulu.... i know that there's nobody can help me now as well as in the final nnt, but...huh!!... xpe...xpe... come on suzana... u r not suppose to let the negative side keep stimulates urself. kena lawans....keep striving...keep striving!!...musti...musti!!!....

anyway rite now i at least can take a deep breath laaa sketss...as all of my assgmnt dah completely done...cuma ada a few part skeeet lg nak ditouch up. hopefully i can score for the non-final exam paper tu... and so do for the 2 papers for my final nnt jugak... all the best to u suzana. make sure this 22nd april is one of the best dooms day in ur life!!! *kipidap d good work!!

*hehehe..memetik word mr shoulder to cry on...;)

p/s: errm...wish to have a cup of chrysanthemum tea after finishing my final paper ptg sabtu nnt...mana nak cari ekkss??....

yess...yess!!..prizentasi da abis!!!....

Dear batikchantingsss...fuuuhh...alhmadulillah and a very deep zillionth of pray to Almighty HIM for the smooth and stress-free presentation session for my final project smalam... ermm...presentation je yg stress-free, tapppi..... the preparation for the session tu, adehss... i feel sort of nak crack pale ni haa... sampai je ke umah my kazen at kemensah heights at about 530pm, penat driving tak abis lg...terus kena stress out my head ni straaaaaight sampai kol 3 pagi.... suzana dah tak macam suzana je rasa masa tu... sib baik aaa chat ngan "mr shoulder to cry on" kejap mlm tu...hihihi...at least, ilang kejap the stress-ness tu... tenkiuuu... ;)

anyway, along the hardship tu....i also would like to extend my gratitude to my supportive team members - halim and amli for being so commited and progressive even we did face a tough and very "challenging" period of time masa nak siapkan sume2 tu... at least, after completing the presentation smalam, there's a tiny free slot in my head ni to be filled in with the rest queued assigmntsss for SAD paper as well as OS paper plaks.... pusing2, rupa2nya berderet lagi keje skolah den....huhuhu...so while waiting for the last class smlm which is schedule to be started at 530pm (tp lecturer lambat sejamss...adehss..), we did have a discussion among the classmates. all of us nmpknya mmg tgh bengosngess ngan keje opis as well as keje skolah niss... those yg married laaaagi la bertambah peninssnye... luckily jugak den solo... so, the peningss is not as strain as them. i do salute gillerss kat doranss.... especially ibu2 yg anaknya sampai 4-5 org tu... anak2 laei...keje opis laie...keje skolah laie...umah tangga laie...huh!! all of u r such a very strong and sturdy ladies in the world!!...girl poweerrrrr!!...hehe...anyhow, seriously, becos of them jugak, i do bear and cultivate in myself that, there will never ever be a shortcut in our life to achieve the triump and victory. and i need to put the strength, the spirit, the zest and the enthusiasm in myself that xde mnde dlm donia ni yg impossible if we do believe in ourselves and strive, strive and strive to get it.... waaaaa....macam pakar motivasi plakss...nges..nges...ngess...

wokess la batikchanting readerss... nnt den sambung laie crite2 kat sini.... panjang2 sgt bercrite kat sini, terdelay plakss keje skolah den tu yg sgt2 SETIA keep waiting for me to finish it up...huhu....

....tinta anak pak zahid kali ni dr kemensah heights, kolumpo...tq so much abg lan!!..:D

err..."my daylight's nite??"....

dear batikchantingss.... nothing much to say today...cumerss nak paste seketul lagu which keeps buzzing in my heavily loaded head niss... its one of favourite song eversince zaman2 blaja dulu... i think that time was when this group hit the malaysian's industry music pretty boom. tapi kan...mana nak cari mp3 lagu niss.... pueh dah den "korek" internet niss...teypi tak jumperss maaa.... kalo dpt, best kan, zura??...hihihi... so enjoice the lyrics!!

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