to take or not to take

Dear batikchantingss... fuh!!.. it has been +- 5 days i dont 'confront' with my beloved hp ni...huhu... winduss...winduss.. anyway, after that "here and there" of 5 days, i finally allowed by HIM to continue my schedule back to the tremble wobble track.... @#$%^&*()

so suzana...it's your 3rd semester. within not more that 3 months from now i guess, you'll be moving forward to the final semester. so dah ready ke utk final semster tuss?...hwa...hwaa..hwaa.... riso maa.. not sure either i manage to go thru this hardship as it supposed to be. it is either to take, or not to take the stressfull paper for nex semester tu... how confident r u towards the difficulty?... what about ur preparation?... r u really (absolutely, extreemly, confidently) ready to commit urself with the stressfulness?....

never mind suzana...just do keep put a deep trust in ur heart that HE will alwis be with u. and also inculcate this beautiful verse in ur mind that...

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi pula kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu, Allah mengetahui sedang kamu tidak mengetahui." - Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang itu melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya." - -Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

Good luck suzana!!

-sue'01 vs sue'06-

Errm..since ached did tag me with those questions, then i just take a few minutes to answer it. fuh!!..it has been 5 years ago maa...

5 years ago...2001
How old were you?:-25
Where did you go to school?:-uitm shah alam
Where did you work?:-practical at PTG, kontanss..
Where did you live?:-skilau hills
Where did you hang out?:-den homely type maa...
How was your hair style?- xde style...pakei tudungss
Did you wear braces?:-no
Did you wear glasses?:-na'am
Who was your best friend?:-hafez, lin, mar, da and nadia
Who was your regular-person crush?:-ermm...ada kers??... kalo ada pon, he didnt notice me...huhu:(
Who was your celebrity crush?:-dont mind much about them
How many tattoos did you have?:-ape ke hey plakss tantuss2 nis...
How many piercings did you have?:-ada kat tinge je laa sepasang
What car did you drive?:-car? tumpang drive honda ayahanda den jek..
What was your favorite band/group?:-BSB?...hahaha
What was your worst fear?- riso takot x dapet keje lepas grad
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?:-nehi
Had you driven yet?:-nehi he
Had you been arrested?:-lagi la nehi maaa..
Had you been to a real party yet?:-errmm... kenduri bese2 je kotss..
Had your heart broken?:- healing my pain masa ni...huhu...
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:-single again..:(

then apo jadi after 5 years which is now...
September 2006
How old are you?:- biarlah rahsia....hahahaha...
What grade are you in?:- sem 3 (again...)
Where do you go to school?:-uitm puncak perdana plaak..
Where do you work?:-kontanss..
Where do you live?:- still @skilau hills
Where do you hang out?:-masih cam 5 years back...homely type..:P
Do you have braces?:-nope
Do you wear glasses?:- masih...in fact getting powerful
Who is your best friend?:- many
Still talk to any of your old friends?:-musti...!!
Who is your celebrity crush?:- pon still x kesah sgt ngan doranss...
How many piercings do you have:- masih kat tinge jek cam dulu
How many tattoos?:- ngosngess
What kind of car do you have?:- atos jek... tp kiutss..hik..hik..
What is your favorite band/group?:- sume lagu den layan... pussycat dolls pon bess!! :P
What is your biggest fear:- ajal... insaf
Have you been arrested since?:- dah nama pon homely type..
Has your heart been broken?:- ha'a...lg skali ari tu...:((
Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter:- single?...bitter?...uncertain?...ntohlerss...:(

the rest lak cemaners?... at least we realize where were we and where are we now...

Alfatihah...

dear batikchantingsss.... it was about 2 weeks i dont update this blog... i think most of the frequent batikchanting's readers would already understood my current hectic schedule. but today, i feel like quite inviting to jot a bit... as the feeling of sadness and sorrowful still arousing within our family. "Abah" is probably not really familiar with me. But within a few months from now, he should be part of our family. tapi sume tu tak sempat.... "abah" is gone, called by HIM on last 1st September 2006. Even me myself not so closed with him, yet i surely can say that he was a very very nice person to be with and understanding person to liase with.... So to mas, i will alwis pray for u and your beloved abah. i know its not easy for u to face this gloomy and depressing situation but u have to be strong and tough, and i know u can do it. May Allah bless abah always and forever...

Alfatihah utk abah mas...