Salam Aidilfitri....

salams batikchantingss... it's the last day of October 2005...and I finally berjayersss finish up the stuck of burdenss which keeps spinning in my head ever since july ari tuss.. alhamdulillah laa... hmm... but still yet i feel a bit regret of not having a chance to buat kueh rayers..:( ...previous past years, at elast there must be 3 types of kuehss made by me... but for this year, all of the kuehss has been outsourced from my mama's fren, makcik Suhana...(hihiih...kueh pon kena outsourced). never mind laa..at least, there will be some kuehss to be served during raya nnt.

Baju raya lak... i just buy yg siap punya as i dont have enuff time to go and buy the kain, send it to the tailorss... luckily i did have selai which i send it to the tailor a few months before ramadhan ari tu... but i use to wear it for pg keje actually... tp tak kesahlaa... dont mind so much about baju raya. And one more thing, i used to always treat my family during Ramadhan for berbuka previous years... Last year kat Shahzan, this year...i havent plan yet as i just free my mind semalamss... but deep down inside, ada terasa nak ajak diorg berbuka kat lua lg niss... but which place ekkss??... hotel is not a necessary...what is more important is, giving them a treat for berbuka tuss... my bro will be coming back from KL tonite... so probably the berbuka treat will be tomorrow la kotss...hmm...need to think of the suitable place to suprise them niss...takpe...nnt diskas with my bro tu...

oklaaa...to all of batikchanting's readers...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Maaf Zahir Batin for any mistakes that i've done during the posting here...and for those who knows me, sorry jugak kotss2 ada salah silap ke... drive carefully and have a safe journey to kampung masingss2...

Can't Take That Away....

Salamss to my dearest batikchantingsss... it was sooo relief to pass by the hardship of 22 October 4 days back...yet i still have a few more days to go to finish this thoughest month of the year... but anyway, i still thank to HIM for keep blessing me during facing this adversity of my life's schedule... My Bak, my Mama...and my 2 brotherss...really reinforce myself to be more stronger...day by day... thanks a lot guyss!!... all of u mean sooo much to me... (sadis plak memalam niss...isk..isk...)... so i end this post with a lyric of a song, which i think can illustrate the inner side of me...

Can't Take That Away

They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow, anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me

They can do anything they want to you
lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride and just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul that they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade

No
They can't take this
Precious love, l'll always have inside me
Certainly the God will guide me where I need to go

They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach

Oh God
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams

adorable callalilysss...

dear batikchantingss... it's 3.49 in the morning dah niss. i'm in the middle of typing that "task" lagiss. (lebam laa bijik mata nak abiskan this 2005 punya October). anyway, while breaking myself from keep stressing, just jot something here as part of "early tahap bunga" morningss's activity....


this is callalily flower,which is one of my adorable flower eversss...with the long fresh green stem, the clean whitish petals of the flowerss, the pale yellow deep inculcative stigma... hmmm...wish i can have it for a bouquet. whaaa....chantekssnyerss....bess..bess...

k laa....times up...got to continue generatingss the "task"...

The 3 meaningful “Amin”….

Salamss batikchantingsss….Last 2-3 days back, before we broke our fasting on that day, my beloved bak did give an unofficial tazkirah. Well, not all the time pon he come out with the tazkirah to me but practically, I do love to hear all of his words… cam teruja gintuss…hehehe…ok, back to the story. My beloved bak was giving a story regarding our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w.… cenggini citenye…

It was Friday, during the khutbah in solat Jumaat. Our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. was steping the stairs to the serambi (serambi, in English apa ekkss?) to recite the khutbah Jumaat to the muslimin on that beautiful day…. When he stepped the stairs, he did say “Amin” for 3 times respectively for 3 different steps of the stairs. Most of his sahabat did wondering, and keep questioning – what does “Amin” said by Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. stands for actually? All of them sort of full of doubness in their head….probably tak penah laa kot Rasulullah sebut camtu before ni…Then after completed the solat Jumaat, some of his friends did come to Prophet Rasullullah s.a.w. and try to have a clarification regarding the word “Amin” tadiss… Then our prophet Rasulullah s.a.w. started to reveal the story behind his “Amin” words….

Rasulullah s.a.w. told them that the moment he stepped the stairs to serambi, Jibrail had come to Rasulullah s.a.w. and said 3 different things for every Rasulullah’s three different steps of the stairs.

• Inauspicious fate for those muslimin and muslimat who don’t appreciate Ramadhan al-Mubarak to the utmost as they already knew that there are so many, many and many rewards promised by Allah, if we do really know and concern the blessings from HIM especially for this barakah month. So please be thankful to HIM as we still alive in this Ramadhan and still being given a good health to fast …..and for the first time, Rasulullah answer it with “Amin”….
  

• Inauspicious fate for those who are very greedy to say S.A.W every time our Prophet Rasulullah’s name is being quoted and uttered by someone else. So please be more sincere and obedience to say S.A.W each time his name is being quoted …again, Rasulullah answer it with “Amin”….
  

• Inauspicious fate for those who don’t treat their parents very well during their lifetime. Sometimes, loves is just not enuff to them. What they need is just our attention and cares from us. And again, Rasulullah answer it with “Amin”….

So 3 times Rasulullah did come with Amin’s word… and it really shows how serious those 3 things should be applied to our life…. Fikir2kanss…

Oklaa…got to continue my case studies and other task… salam Ramadhan to all…

pening palle...while chasing the "datessss"....

dear batikchantingss.... i'm in the situation of "information overload" actually... with the unwell sound system of my right ear, with the sok-sek-sok-sek nose, with the tingtongss head.... i should go to sleep and have a complete rest for my bad ailing season. But, the forums, the term papers, the coming and 'just around the corner' exam and the LATEST assignmentsss given to me really impedes me from fall asleep. hadehss....ujiaaaan...ujiaaanss.... everything was such a great test from HIM, but I still pray for HIM for at least blessing me to keep forwarding and facing these difficulties... even deep down inside i'm not very sure am i strong enuff for these hardshipsss... muka2 kat sebelah tu are the faces of Zahid's daughter who is now in the middle of drowsiness after taking those pills and capsules. but somehow i am very lucky to be given the pills and capsules rather than the liquid meds even myself bukanla susah sgt nak mkn ubatss... i just dont like the feeling of bitterness in my mouth after having the meds for many times... pahit maa... ok laa...got to continue my other "writingss" plaks...