dear batikchantingss... my hubby was not well on my bday huhu :( and I really care about him very2 much. but it was a very2 tough bday ever for me thru out this life.... or I can say - my bday shouldn’t be this sad huhuhu... as early as 820am, the A ******** thing started to happened which really makes my heart burning. panasnya hati Allah saja tau... but its ok, I still try to serene myself, always calm to face that A ******** thing. Then again at 830am, 930am, 10am and it keeps repeating until 7pm, the B ******** thing happened which extremely challenge myself. But I still keep myself be patient because I know HE knows better in everything. 1230pm - another C ******** thing happened, 430pm - another D ******** thing happened. Ya Allah besanya dugaan that I have to face on that day... which I really hope it will be the sweetest day for me this year....
Last nite, my beloved Bak gave a beautiful tazkirah and thoughts for me when I came to him and telling him my hardness day. He advised me to take it easy and it is not worth at all for me to take all the A B C D ******** things seriously. Of cos I’m damn hurt for those ******** thing but yet it is still not worth to put too much heart felt on those matters. My Bak told me that inside Al-Quran (Al-Baqarah : 286) Almighty quotes 'La yukallifullahu nafsan illa wus'aha' which means 'Allah will not burden someone unless it suits with their capability'...
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