Thursday, December 22, 2005
wait for me Darul Imaaaans....
so oklaa batikchantingss...i'll update u more when i come back here...with zillionthss of photoss ngosngess kitorg...keh...keh..keh....(sik saba aku mauk nangga, pusin2 negeri sendighi...:D...)
chow cincauss!!!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
mata...oh mata....
i was actually on the way back to Sekilau with faie...she rides me since she's on leave for 2 days, urusan kete katanya....then, the rain suddenly fell heavily... myself yg baruuu je selak daun pintu ICT buiding tu, terpaksa standing there for a moment and hoping that the rain will slowly subside... but unfortunately, looks like macam tak reda2..."redah je laa sue.."...faie said to me...then i just take off my glasses and hung it at my leher baju kurung.... i dont like my glasses turns to wet...especially for its lense... (in a short word, i'm very particular dlm bab2 jaga spek nisss)...
that time was a bit rushing for me and faie....as the rain makin heavy, we just put our stuff at the back seat of my atos (campak2 je...)...then quickly get into the car. i started the engine and reversed the car from the parking lot.... then i realized that my view was blur...and i tried to take my glasses which hung at my leher baju kurung tadi tu... and suddenly i panic!!!...the glasses was not there!!...."alamak!!...mana plak spek saya ni faie???..cemana nak drive niss??"....i'm so worried and throb... dalam ati ada jugak terlintas..."ke...aku dah tergelek spek mata sendiri...oh!! tidaaakk...!!"...but i tried to calm down myself... "rilekss...rileksss suzana...insyaAllah there must be somewhere...that glasses just fell down and hopefully it is still ok"... keep searching in ICT buiding near to the main entrance door, takde...keep searching lagi on the pedestrian...pon takde....oh God!!...ati ni makin terasa that my glasses was just run over by my atosss....."awak tolong tgk bawah kete saya faie...saya reverse kete japss.."... faie looked down when i reversed my car and horribly to admit that....spek den dah lenyek disituuuu....adehss....sadisnyee terasa melihat kehancuran dan kelenyekan spect yg selama ini setia menemani mataku yg ngosnges kerabunanss inisss....
as i arrieved sekilau hills, i told my bak about my glasses....and as expected, my ears mmg kena denga those long pot pets...pot pets...adehss...dah laa tengah sedey.....isk...isk...anyway, never mind... i do accept all of his comments as all of this terrible problem punca from my own careless...walaupon dah berjaga2....then i asked my mom to follow me to megamall...and again....i have to buy a "new eyes" as my eyes are extreemly need it very much....
well suzana, it was a though moment for me for this month....as my new semester will be starting just around the corner....waaaaaaaaaaa....:((
Saturday, December 10, 2005
"planning" - closing of 2005...
yet i still want to have some fun for my 'school' holiday... if there's no aral come across my plan, i'll be going to my own home town on this comin' 22nd... and will be meeting and gathering with my gilersss2 klos frens... (kind of reunion laa ni kekononss ..ihikss...) Tak tau laa what will happend when 3 of us meet together again. will we be the gillerss2 like 15 years ago?...after 2 of us got married, one of them already have 1 hensem son and expecting the 2nd one... one of them also married and still waiting to get their own children...and the other one who is still single (ermm...i dont have to elaborate on this so much)... so my fren DA had already come out with her fantastic plan (i hope), go here...go there... chat about this...chat about that (i think they want to chat more "about" me)... i myself pon juzz come back to my own hometown tu when it comes to celebrate the aidilfitri... otherwise, mmg tak balik pon... as i have nobody there...cuma my aunty's family and relatives yg jauh2... and DA also stated that we will have a lots of fun there... i hope we can ronggengss setiap ceruk terengganu... as myself actually tak khatam lagi pusing terengganu tuss...hihiihi.... anyway, i do hope that it will be a memorable and tremendous gathering for us....
so wait for me terengganu!!...i'll see in u a few dayss!!!!....
"Because of You..."
Because of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Sunday, December 04, 2005
suzana's weekendssss...
hmm...last nite, i went to accompany my bro to buy his new PS2's cd game... i did buy for him previous day, but the cd cam peninss2... suddenly the game keeps loading while my bro tgh sedap2 driving lajuss dlm "need for speed" tuss... mgkn cdnye yg ngosngess... i also went to PC Fair which held kat megamall kontan tuss... lots of booth yg dibuka but none of them yg jual the notebook that i planned to buy... so again, as usual i need zahari...isk...
as for today plaks, i dont have any plan actually ...just lepak kat umah while preparing and finalising my next tech spec presentation which is shceduled to be held tomorrow (i hope this will be the last one)... the presentation session will be in the afternoon and installation part will be handled at user's place in the morning... hmm....hope everything will run smoothly....
anyway, here is the picture of an activity of "menchanting batik" which is grabbed from my adoreable photographer's fp - saifulnang... the picture is taken when he had a shooting of his client somewhere at Bali i think... hmm...bilooo la den can have a chance to chanting the batikss by myself....
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
malay version??...ihikss...
cuaca di luar sana sekadar bersahaja....tiada berangin...dan tiada juga sinar matahari yang terik. Sekadar cerah dan terang... hujan yang datang menjengah di akhir tahun 2005 ni seakan mengundang banjir yang hebat, tapi alhamdulilah... bencananya tidaklah sehebat tahun2 yang lebik teruk sebelum ini. aku kini sedang ralit dibuai lagu-lagu syahdu... yang saban hari menemani halwa telingaku sejak akhir-akhir ini. mungkin kerana keadaan... mungkin juga kerana perasaan... mungkin juga kerana sesuatu ayat yang menjengah diri aku baru-baru ini.... dan mungkin juga kerana mengisi kesunyian pendengaran.... hmm... "mungkin saja rasa itu telah pergi..."
"Hati terluka bila ku sedar
Kau khianati cinta
Jiwa meronta bila ternyata
Kau menduakan cinta
Sungguh ku tak menyangka
Begini di akhirnya
Kau tinggalkan ku hati terluka"....
begitulah bunyi bait-bait lirik yang berkumandang ditelingaku sekarang ini. Berhari-hari juga aku mencari lagu ini dengan kawanku, faie... muziknya dan liriknya seperti menyentuh hati ini. banyak lagi lagu-lagu yang sering menemani aku sejak akhir-akhir ini... ada beberapa kawan aku bertanya, kenapa mesti mendengar lagu-lagu berunsur kecewa begini?...hmm.. aku tiada jawapan yang begitu pasti untuk jelaskan keadaan sebenar... tapi lagu-lagu ini seperti memahami perasaan aku walaupun bukanlah kesemuanya berkisar tentang hidupku sendiri... walau apapun tafsirannya, lagu-lagu ini tetap setia diperdengaran ku.... temani aku di kala hati ini seperti dilanda gundah gulana...
hahahaha....i'm a bit suprised and feeling so so funny when i try to read the word back... suzana dah pening laaa kotss... but to tell u the truth batikchantingss...it's a very tough moment when i try to generate the word... sort of need to think, a bit of termenung to find the suitable wordss... it's hard probably becos i'm trying to use a correct word while omitting my feveret alphabet "ssss".... and also making sure that the word is correctly being spelled and written....
oklaa batikchanting...just break for a few minutes to jot something here... c u sooooonss....
Sunday, November 27, 2005
dunno the suitable title maaa...
theoritically, i'm in the process of completing my tech spec ni...which is scheduled to be on my boss's desk at least 10am tomorrow morning.... but practically and as usual, the malas betul2 kuasai diri skrg niss... k laa...till we meet in the next post...c u batikchantingsss....
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
The pain is starting to stress quite badly…:((
Dear batikchantingss…I’m at the office now but just cannot concentrate to the given task as my back is aching quite badly today… :( … below are some information that I browsed just now for my own reference…and some of them are directly attached to my case…. risau gak niss…
Back pain is an all-too-familiar problem that can range from a dull, constant ache to a sudden, sharp pain that leaves you incapacitated. It can come on suddenly – from an accident, a fall, or lifting something too heavy – or it can develop slowly, perhaps as the result of age-related changes to the spine. Regardless of how it happens or how it feels, you know it when you have it. And chances are, if you don’t have it now, you will eventually.
How Common Is It?
At some point, back pain affects an estimated 8 out of 10 people. It is one of our society’s most common medical problems. (uish!!...ramai tuu...8 out of 10...and i'm one of the 8 tu...isk..isk...)
What Are the Risk Factors for Back Pain?
Although anyone can have back pain, a number of factors increase your risk. They include:
Age: The first attack of low back pain typically occurs between the ages of 30 and 40. Back pain becomes more common with age. (hmm…I’m entering this range of age…isk…)
Fitness level: Back pain is more common among people who are not physically fit. (this part pon, I should take note seriously…sbb mmg myself x fit ponss...) Weak back and abdominal muscles may not properly support the spine. “Weekend warriors” – people who go out and exercise a lot after being inactive all week – are more likely to suffer painful back injuries than people who make moderate physical activity a daily habit. Studies show that low-impact aerobic exercise is good for the discs that cushion the vertebrae, the individual bones that make up the spine.
Diet: A diet high in calories and fat, combined with an inactive lifestyle, can lead to obesity, which can put stress on the back.
Heredity: Some causes of back pain, including disc disease, may have a genetic component.
Race: Race can be a factor in back problems. African American women, for example, are two to three times more likely than white women to develop spondylolisthesis, a condition in which a vertebra of the lower spine – also called the lumbar spine – slips out of place.
The presence of other diseases: Many diseases can cause or contribute to back pain. These include various forms of arthritis, such as osteoarthritis, rheumatoid arthritis, and ankylosing spondylitis, and cancers elsewhere in the body that may spread to the spine.
Occupational risk factors: Having a job that requires heavy lifting, pushing, or pulling, particularly when this involves twisting or vibrating the spine, can lead to injury and back pain. An inactive job or a desk job may also lead to or contribute to pain, especially if you have poor posture or sit all day in an uncomfortable chair. (yeaaa….i guess this is the MAIN reason of my back pain problem…)
Cigarette smoking: Although smoking may not directly cause back pain, it increases your risk of developing low back pain and low back pain with sciatica. (Sciatica is back pain that radiates to the hip and/or leg due to pressure on a nerve.) For example, smoking may lead to pain by blocking your body’s ability to deliver nutrients to the discs of the lower back. Or, repeated coughing due to heavy smoking may cause back pain. It is also possible that smokers are just less physically fit or less healthy than nonsmokers, which increases the likelihood that they will develop back pain. Furthermore, smoking can slow healing, prolonging pain for people who have had back injuries, back surgery, or broken bones.
What Are the Causes of Back Pain?
It is important to understand that back pain is a symptom of a medical condition, not a diagnosis itself. Medical problems that can cause back pain include the following:
Mechanical problems: A mechanical problem is a problem with the way your spine moves or the way you feel when you move your spine in certain ways. Perhaps the most common mechanical cause of back pain is a condition called intervertebral disc degeneration, which simply means that the discs located between the vertebrae of the spine are breaking down with age. (huh...my disc ni degenerate kerss....aiyark!!...) As they deteriorate, they lose their cushioning ability. This problem can lead to pain if the back is stressed. Other mechanical causes of back pain include spasms, muscle tension, and ruptured discs, which are also called herniated discs.
Injuries: Spine injuries such as sprains and fractures can cause either short-lived or chronic pain. Sprains are tears in the ligaments that support the spine, and they can occur from twisting or lifting improperly. Fractured vertebrae are often the result of osteoporosis, a condition that causes weak, porous bones. Less commonly, back pain may be caused by more severe injuries that result from accidents and falls. (hmm...this part, not sure sgt....but i think, myslef x penah jatuss ke...or having any serious exsiden pon...)
Acquired conditions and diseases: Many medical problems can cause or contribute to back pain. They include scoliosis, which causes curvature of the spine and does not usually cause pain until mid-life; spondylolisthesis; various forms of arthritis, including osteoarthritis, rheumatoid arthritis, and ankylosing spondylitis; and spinal stenosis, a narrowing of the spinal column that puts pressure on the spinal cord and nerves. While osteoporosis itself is not painful, it can lead to painful fractures of the vertebrae. Other causes of back pain include pregnancy; kidney stones or infections; endometriosis, which is the buildup of uterine tissue in places outside the uterus; and fibromyalgia, which causes fatigue and widespread muscle pain.
Infections and tumors: Although they are not common causes of back pain, infections can cause pain when they involve the vertebrae, a condition called osteomyelitis, or when they involve the discs that cushion the vertebrae, which is called discitis. Tumors, too, are relatively rare causes of back pain. Occasionally, tumors begin in the back, but more often they appear in the back as a result of cancer that has spread from elsewhere in the body. (ada probabilities ngan tumorss...erkk...risaunyee...:(...)
Although the causes of back pain are usually physical, it is important to know that emotional stress can play a role in how severe pain is and how long it lasts. Stress can affect the body in many ways, including causing back muscles to become tense and painful.
Can Back Pain Be Prevented?
One of the best things you can do to prevent back pain is to exercise regularly and keep your back muscles strong. Exercises that increase balance and strength can decrease your risk of falling and injuring your back or breaking bones. Exercises such as Tai Chi and yoga – or any weight-bearing exercise that challenges your balance – are good ones to try.
Eating a healthy diet also is important. For one thing, eating to maintain a healthy weight – or to lose weight, if you are overweight – helps you avoid putting unnecessary and injury-causing stress and strain on your back. To keep your spine strong, as with all bones, you need to get enough calcium and vitamin D every day. These nutrients help prevent osteoporosis, which is responsible for a lot of the bone fractures that lead to back pain. Calcium is found in dairy products; green, leafy vegetables; and fortified products, like orange juice. Your skin makes vitamin D when you are in the sun. If you are not outside much, you can obtain vitamin D from your diet: almost all milk and some other foods are fortified with this nutrient. Most adults don’t get enough calcium and vitamin D, so talk to your doctor about how much you need per day, and consider taking a nutritional supplement or a multivitamin. (the problem here is....myself x suka minum susu laa plaks...)
Practicing good posture, supporting your back properly, and avoiding heavy lifting when you can may all help you prevent injury. If you do lift something heavy, keep your back straight. Don’t bend over the item; instead, lift it by putting the stress on your legs and hips.
I do always try to ensure that i'm sitting in a good posture for the sake of my ngosngess back niss...tp, ntahlaa...my chair kat sekilau tu pon daaa bess...but the pain is still attacking me regularly... hmm...i probably need to fit up my body laaa kotss...tp ujung minggu cam malas plakss nak activate myself...:D
Friday, November 18, 2005
to "open" the house for Aidilfitri....??...hiihih..
After relaxing the stomach for one month in Ramadhan previously, now its time for the weddingsss receptionss, open house here and there...jamuan itu...jamuan ini... in a short word, its time to eat...eat and eat...and becos of keep eating jugak we might not realize that we probably forcing our stomach to work harder than usual....so jst wanna remind myself and the batikchanting's readers as well to ensure that we are not over compeling the capabilities of the stomach...sakit perut nnt, susah maaa....
so as for my house, i dont think my beloved bak and mama will arrange an open house this year, as my 2 brothers sume dah balik KL...and there's only me and my mama to prepare thissss and thatsss IF we have an open house. The day when my cousins, pakcik makcikss and tok sedara sume came to my house last week pon, was really an exhausted day... my back is ached... my feet is twinged.... which leaded me to apply an EL for the next day... then my brother's in law to be came a few days lepas tu... and again we have a semi-semi open house... (not really open pon actually...hihihi)... but this time, i did not apply an EL, a bit tired but still manage to go to work esoknye tu...alhamdulilah...
next is open house kat umah2 my frenss lak...hihiih...last nite at my ex boss's house (at last, i can eat the lontong/lodehss...), today at KUKTEM itself, next week my ex housemate's house....and probably ada laa a few houses lg who planned to handle the open house session.... fuh!!...byknye sesi makan2.... not include with wedding reception lagi tuss...
so tak kesah laa exhausted ke... a bit tired ke....what is more important is i hope that this aidilfitri celebration will strengthen the ukhuwah among my families and also among my colleagues...lebih2 lagi as a muslim as a whole....
so oklaa batikchantingss...will write something some day soon....
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
Aidilfitri at my home town...
Okla batikchantingsss... need to go downstairss... jenguk keriuhanss which still amusing my house entertainingly....
Monday, October 31, 2005
Salam Aidilfitri....
Baju raya lak... i just buy yg siap punya as i dont have enuff time to go and buy the kain, send it to the tailorss... luckily i did have selai which i send it to the tailor a few months before ramadhan ari tu... but i use to wear it for pg keje actually... tp tak kesahlaa... dont mind so much about baju raya. And one more thing, i used to always treat my family during Ramadhan for berbuka previous years... Last year kat Shahzan, this year...i havent plan yet as i just free my mind semalamss... but deep down inside, ada terasa nak ajak diorg berbuka kat lua lg niss... but which place ekkss??... hotel is not a necessary...what is more important is, giving them a treat for berbuka tuss... my bro will be coming back from KL tonite... so probably the berbuka treat will be tomorrow la kotss...hmm...need to think of the suitable place to suprise them niss...takpe...nnt diskas with my bro tu...
oklaaa...to all of batikchanting's readers...Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri...Maaf Zahir Batin for any mistakes that i've done during the posting here...and for those who knows me, sorry jugak kotss2 ada salah silap ke... drive carefully and have a safe journey to kampung masingss2...
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Can't Take That Away....
Can't Take That Away
They can say anything they want to say
Try to bring me down
But I will not allow, anyone to succeed hanging clouds over me
And they can try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams
Cause there's a light in me
That shines brightly
They can try
But they can't take that away from me
From me
They can do anything they want to you
lf you let them in
But they won't ever win
If you cling to your pride and just push them aside
See
I have learned there's an inner peace I own
Something in my soul that they cannot possess
So I won't be afraid and the darkness will fade
No
They can't take this
Precious love, l'll always have inside me
Certainly the God will guide me where I need to go
They can say anything they want to say
Try to break me down
But I won't face the ground
I will rise steadily sailing out of their reach
Oh God
They do try hard to make me feel
That I don't matter at all
But I refuse to falter in what I believe or lose faith in my dreams
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
adorable callalilysss...
this is callalily flower,which is one of my adorable flower eversss...with the long fresh green stem, the clean whitish petals of the flowerss, the pale yellow deep inculcative stigma... hmmm...wish i can have it for a bouquet. whaaa....chantekssnyerss....bess..bess...
k laa....times up...got to continue generatingss the "task"...
Thursday, October 13, 2005
The 3 meaningful “Amin”….
It was Friday, during the khutbah in solat Jumaat. Our Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. was steping the stairs to the serambi (serambi, in English apa ekkss?) to recite the khutbah Jumaat to the muslimin on that beautiful day…. When he stepped the stairs, he did say “Amin” for 3 times respectively for 3 different steps of the stairs. Most of his sahabat did wondering, and keep questioning – what does “Amin” said by Prophet Muhammad s.a.w. stands for actually? All of them sort of full of doubness in their head….probably tak penah laa kot Rasulullah sebut camtu before ni…Then after completed the solat Jumaat, some of his friends did come to Prophet Rasullullah s.a.w. and try to have a clarification regarding the word “Amin” tadiss… Then our prophet Rasulullah s.a.w. started to reveal the story behind his “Amin” words….
Rasulullah s.a.w. told them that the moment he stepped the stairs to serambi, Jibrail had come to Rasulullah s.a.w. and said 3 different things for every Rasulullah’s three different steps of the stairs.
- Inauspicious fate for those muslimin and muslimat who don’t appreciate Ramadhan al-Mubarak to the utmost as they already knew that there are so many, many and many rewards promised by Allah, if we do really know and concern the blessings from HIM especially for this barakah month. So please be thankful to HIM as we still alive in this Ramadhan and still being given a good health to fast …..and for the first time, Rasulullah answer it with “Amin”….
- Inauspicious fate for those who are very greedy to say S.A.W every time our Prophet Rasulullah’s name is being quoted and uttered by someone else. So please be more sincere and obedience to say S.A.W each time his name is being quoted …again, Rasulullah answer it with “Amin”….
- Inauspicious fate for those who don’t treat their parents very well during their lifetime. Sometimes, loves is just not enuff to them. What they need is just our attention and cares from us. And again, Rasulullah answer it with “Amin”….
Oklaa…got to continue my case studies and other task… salam Ramadhan to all…
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
pening palle...while chasing the "datessss"....
Sunday, September 25, 2005
like waiting the duriansss to drop...hmm...
alahai batikchantingsss...i am now printing those assgmntss which i planned to submit them for this coming class early of October nnt... hmm...tomorrow will be the 7th day of their promise for me to get my beige atos back... really hope i'll get it within this week.. segan jek rasa nak have a ride with my bes fren tuu.... worried IF my ride with him will turns to notorious story..... and more more worried if his wife hurt plak with "those rumours"...who knows rite??.. my beloved bak told me that my beige atos is now already complete and properly fixed in as it should be...tp stended laa... since i'm claiming them comprehensively, suddenly everything turns to be so so rigid... itu laa...ini laa... well, probably becos of those proceduress la kot... but never mind... I'm just hoping that it would'nt take any longer .... really miss my beige atos so much!!...:(
Thursday, September 22, 2005
state of indera kayangan...at a glance...
hadehss....my head is sort of swirlss and swirlss...and swirlss now... got to have a complete rest tonite...bye batikchantingsss...
Friday, September 16, 2005
espresso, mocha, cappucino, latte ..or...neslo 'O'...
i'm a bit sleepy rite now...the level of heaviness of my eyes skrg ni, sort of cannot be handled anymore... so to churn out it back, i really need to do something which will force my eyes to concertrate, and my brain to stimulate... so i guess, jotting something here is one of the best solution for me to boost up my both eyes and brain to work out!!...talking about being sleepy niss... most of us do aware and agree (i guess) that those type of espressos, mochas, cappucinos or lattes can perk up the drowsiness. Betul ke tak, i'm not so sure laa... but it applies to me very much. i know that it's not good for us to keep having this type of drinking since it consist of detrimental caffeine inside it... tapi tu la masalahnye... the luscious fluffy foamy drink really awaken me from getting sleepy...and sleepyzzz.... but as malaysian, nescafe is just nice and able to revive me actually... and i wont forget the taste of neslo 'O' suam at the small stall just beside the Balai Polis (near to UIA, Kuantan)... which served me a very refresh neslo 'O'... even masa tu, i'm still in the fobia and shoking mood lepas exsiden.... hmm...neslo 'O' jugak yg sedapss...:D
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
tragedy september....isk...isk...
Saturday, September 03, 2005
1st test....Terengganuss...and applying leave...
what can i do for my test preparation is just, applying some leaves next week... 5 - 6 chaptersss are a lot of things to be revised maaaa.... and i'm not good and brilliant enuff to revise while doing my job at the office. i really need a complete concerntration .... Dear Almighty, may Ur blessing will always be with me.... insyaAlh...all the besss suzana!!...
p/s: attached here is the eucalyptus flower...since a few of my frenss keep asking me "sue, camne rupa bunga eucalytus tuss?" well...this is how does the flower looks like....not so attractive as roses or orchids or other gorgeous flowers, but still nice and adorable flowerss for me...
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
wish i can have my own "space"...
my dear batikchantingsss.... after coming back from Cotton Island about 4 days ago...the feeling of laziness to complete those outstanding assignments and term papers really2 boost up.... not seeing and updating the forums, not comprehensively reading those notes and materials did make me a bit sluggish...:(....hmm... with the tasks given at the office, with this and that matters.... with the bla...bla...blass....i know that there's no way out for me now.... i just have to face this even sometimes the feeling of bored and pressure really makes me feel like want to f.o.r.g.e.t everything.... yess.... F.O.R.G.E.T everything....unfortunately its only a plain wish.... and i can only put a plain hope for
the "space" i dream of....:(...pitty suzana....
so here i just snaps some photos of ijam's fishes...in a cute little blue bowl with the small colorful stones inside....pinjam ekk ijam....just for accompanying myself while calming my unstable emotion....and also while boosting up back my restless soul niss...
Monday, August 15, 2005
the zahid's journey with atosss...heee...
anyway, my 2nd seminar at uitm running well as it planned...the haze also getting better as we enter Kuala Lumpur's zone....as usual, my travel is accompanied by my beloved parents...My Mama and Bak terchentass....(hehehehe...Anak Mama Bak laaa katakaan..:D). i only drove from kuantan to Temerloh, we stopped there to pray...and continued our journey with the new driver - Mr Zahid Daud. i'm so so sleepy at that time...cannot stand with the heavy eyes anymore....he drove until we arrived Bangsar...i called my two ensem brothers (both are currently staying at KL) to have our dinner together at Fathima's Restaurant...nice dish!!...(heheh...the stomach keeps tingtongtingtongss sejak dlm kete...makan apa pon sodap masa niss). we did overnite at my cousin's house at KTM quarterss.....
the next day, i drove alone to puncak perdana...alhamdulillah...i did arrive there at about 15 minutes b4 the class started. i have my breakfast with the rest of the studentsss....and then join the class. i spent my lunch break at the PTAR Puncak Perdana as i was searching for some books and references for my term paper (for both Prof plak tuss...adehss...). One of my fren did borrow some books...12 books sumenye!!...fuuh...what a hardworking man i've ever met!!...i have a chit chat with him while queuing the counter to borrow the books, and finally he told me that he's currently working at Shahputra....hahahah...small world betullaa....i thought it's only me from kuantan in the class...by the way, this time, the class is sort of getting "smaller and smaller" in terms of the member. I've heard that one of us decided to stop her studies.... a few of them were not coming because of job commitment...and the rest, i'm not sure why....well...i just wonderingss...what will be the number of students when we arrive the final semester nanti ekkss???..hmm....
so the journey back to kuantan is also good...the heavy rain at KL did banish all of the hazy view previous dayss....i have arrived the sekilau's house at about 9 pm tadi...having my simple dinner with my mama... update this blog kejap...then c u when i come to this site to update u againss...byess...
Thursday, August 11, 2005
2nd seminarss...jerebusss...and s.e.r.o.j.a....
anyway...attached here is the photo taken from saifulnang punya fotopagess... i really adores his work. Marvellous!!!... Wish i can be a pro in photography as him, even i know it's impossible for me to go into depth with that creative, inspired and artistic field. probably there will be some of you who read this blog will ask me...why did i choose this particular picture rather than the rest (in saifulnang fotopages) which are more more awesome...hihihi...the answer is...i actually want to focus to the flowersss yg dilambung2 tuss...that's SEROJA flower which i keep looking...looking.... and looking for eversince seroja song is captivatingly be on aired and sang by many "uncommision" singer...like me...hehehhe....:">
wokess la my blog...got to continue my CRss...c yousss...!!
Monday, August 01, 2005
zahid's daughter - the paintersss??....hehehe....
as my house is currently messy with those disordered furnituress... so weekend is the only available point in time that i can help my mama to clean the house... after taking my breakfast at almost 12pm...(lama tuuu krosss...:D)...my mama already started her activity doing this and that for our sekilau house tu....then she told me..."Ana...ma rasa mcm nak cat la tingkap depan tu..."...i'm whispering within myself...", nak cat???....hmmm..."Okla mama....nnt Ana tolong mama after eating ni...", thats my spontaneous answer after my mama uttering her planning. so dgn bersungguh2nya, me and my mama starting to paint the windows...there are 4 slides of windows of our house which i think are quite wide. So i need to climb the dining chair to paint the higher part of the window which troublesome me a lot....sbb my mama keep reminding me to reaLLy really make sure that the paint will not smearing the new floor of the porch...dah la those boxesss line up just in front of the windows tu... so pretty harder jugak la for me to get closer to the windows itself as i need to paint the window dgn jarak +- 1 feet.... for sure la tak comfortable kan?... i think my back will aching nnt.....at thats what i felt now...tp tak kesahla sangat...what important is...dah bley tolong my mama...and looking she's quite happy sbb our windows dah looks new...
then petangnya plak...i helped my mama cleaning the new dining area...and for the first time, mlm tadi we did have our dinner at the new dining area...hihihi...the area is still echoingsss lagi...probably coz the area is still empty... anyway, tomorrow my mama told me that we are going to have the new kitchen cabinet...hopefully, everything will completely settled in a few days lagi... tak sampai ati looking my mama and bak living in a messy house lama2...
So okla my batikchanting....will update u more after this...byess and c youss...
Friday, July 22, 2005
"IPTA/IPTS (PERPUN)" meeting and its V.O.Y.A.G.E.ssss...
So, i actually only the alternate person who has been asked to attend this meeting at Perpustakaan Tun Sri Lanang, UKM. It's my fren's position actually (azlee), who did develop the system and involved with this meeting along with the deputy chief officer of KMC (En Dzul). Since my fren was not able to attend this meeting as he had a Service Exam on the same day of the meeting, then my name was arised as the stand-in person. Together with us is Miss Akiza, also an officer of KMC.... We've been departing to KL with flight at 4.55 pm. The ride was good and we have safely arrived there +- at 5.45pm.
As we arrived there, Akiza's fiance already waited for us with his stunning bold black Honda. my heart softly voiced,"Uish!!...ensemnye honda itam niss...sama ensemnye ngan tuan punya Honda...hehehe...". Well, as my 1st impression, En Rahim is a nice person and looking to the conversation among 4 of us in that astonishing silky honda, seems like he's very humble and down to earth person. Lucky Akiza... May God bless both of u and ur coming wedding day...
We've been sent by En Rahim to Prescott Metro Inn at Kajang. The hotel is quite nice laa... I don't really mind actually how will the hotel look like as i will only stay there for 1 nite. At least, it stands with the standard local hotel, thats sounds good enuff.... By the way, my journey to KL this time was not so fine as i was having flu, saw throat and dizziness since a few days back.... Some of my fren told me that it's fever season now...ye ke?...certainly la kot....so that nite, En Dzul and me just order the dinner from Akiza. Not enuff strength for both of us to come down, find some dinner...walk here and there...fractic maaa...
Esoknya, the meeting was started a bit late from the planned session as Puan Puteri Saniah, Chief Librarian for Tun Sri Lanang Library engaged with some urgent discussion with her staff. She chaired the meeting smoothly. Bla...bla...bla...all of the points was reviewed one by one....until KUKTEM's turn to present the Union List System tu....Akiza had been asked to present as En Dzul has sort of loose his voice because of the fever. While Akiza was presenting the system, one of the member from one big established university keep disturbing her session by asking such an irritating and convulsive questions to Akiza. Off course she may arise any relevant questions regarding the presentation but NOT as the way she stated her analysis/opinion. She was finally being brought to a halt with a very simple statement by one of the representative from...i'm not sure which university he represents for. But luckily he came out with his forceful proclaimation....otherwise i'm sure that the irritatated old lady will keep nagging in the meeting....fuuh...what an annoying person i've ever met!!
so after a few hours, we've adjourned at +- 2.15 pm. Having the prepared lunch just in short time because i need to catch for the flight pulakss... the very-very cold temperature in the meeting room really effects my flu and throat badly :(....So, within that uncomfortable situation, i've rushed to Komuter with a cab...railed in the komuter and transited at Salak Tinggi (i guess...not sure with the transited place), then catched the erl direct to KLIA... moving here and there with the high heel shoe really hurts my leg poorly.....well...itula anak pak zahid yg tak reti2 berkasut tumit tinggi until now....then i've arrived KLIA at about 3pm... and when i checked in, unfortunately the only available plane for me at that time is just at 6.20pm....GOD!!...lambat tuu....i have +- 3hours to stay at KLIA ....boringnyee...:(. With the "getting heavy" flu and dizziness tu, i tried to cope up jugak and pray for HIM, may this situation will evenly stable for some of time, after i took some pills taken from Dr Radibah a day before i came to KL. Even there were some "ting-tong-ting-tong" in my head, i still had an intention to gaze to 2 cute little siblings playing together at the A3 waiting area. He was such a handsome boy and she was a very-very cute sweet girl. I think, its not only me who kept ogling on both siblings....the shrilling voice and attractive appearance did magnetize everybodys there to looking at them....Both of them are mixed (British man and Indian lady). So no wonderlaa cute sgt....
I just fall asleep all the way from KLIA until the plane touched down Kuantan's airport. Abg Azhar, the KUKTEM's driver fetched En Dzul and me there....Sadly to say, air kat my kuarters buat hal lagi... So seems like i have to go back to Sekilau jugakss....what a very worn-out day for me... sampai je Sekilau... i just have a very simple dinner, took my bath, took the pills given by my beloved dad for my flu and coming-fever tu...then...krozzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Thursday, July 14, 2005
exhausted miserabless week....
so suzana, the due dates are already listed...please make sure that everything is productively submitted without any delaysss....
byess...and c youss...
Friday, July 08, 2005
new house?...new rooms?...new colorss...?...ihikss...
isk....sik saba ghasa nak nangga ghumah baghu tok...not new laa...but slightly new view laa...;)...new designss...new roomss...new gatess...new doors...new furniture probably?....well, tgk je la what will happen to my house within a month from now...hopefully chantekss....mcm rumah hj zahid...hehehe....
wokes la my dear 'batikchanting'...will update you more after this....got to go...byess...and c yousss!!...
Sunday, July 03, 2005
the journey is embark on.....
morning esoknya, kitorg pegi la registration tuss...counter by counter....attended those scheduled taklimatss...bla...bla...bla....sampai la settle sume. Abis je taklimat, we started to drive balik terus...xde nak lepak2 coz i know that the road to kuantan will be in a very heavy metal punya..cuaca pon sort of cloudy masa tu...adehss...mmg rasa tak sanggup sgt to face this circumstance, only HIM knows how my dizziness masa ni...Selayang...Batu Caves...then into the tunnel...GOD!!...i have never faced such a heavy traffic in more than 3 different places within a few hours.....tp alhamdullilah, we make it jugak akhirnya....
So i just want to remind myself that i'll face this chaotic frenzied life in a few years lagi...this is just the beginning suzana....please extremely prepare yourself especially ur inner side...May God bless u alwis....and may success will be yours in everything u undertakingsss....all the best!!! "go ANA...go!!..".~ quoted from karipapPutars's writtingss...:D
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
to go or not to go....to go or not to go...hmmm
then after consulting with my beloved dad regarding this matter, i choose to take the risk!!... as what i said in my blog on top of my blue design batik photo kat atas tu, "Life is a matter of expect the unexpectable things...".... i know that i will face a "trial and tribunal" for this second half year of 2005...but its ok. InsyaAlh i can make it.... coz i know HE will alwis be with me...
so after this, i need to make some arrangement of my study loans (ye laa....mana nak baya sume2 tu...banyak maaa nak pakai duitsss), my schedule and most of all.... my internal spirit.... all the best to u suzana. May The Force Be With U....hehheh.....:D - quoted from the big hit movie....i know u know movie aperss ni kan..? ;)
Friday, June 24, 2005
batikchantingss..??...
a few days back, there's one of my fren asked me what is batikchanting??.... well, the correct spelling is "batik canting"....tp i prefer to use batikchanting with alphabet "h" in the middle of the word canting tuss....sbb mcm chanteeekss je bunyi nye..hihihi....:D Anyway, x kesah la how to spell the word, but the most important is, i do love those batiksss very2 much!!... the design itself really reflects something yg tersendiri... tema batik pon byk...and me myself bukan la bagus pon bab2 batik's themes yg available dlm donia pesyen-mesyen ni.... but as for me, i love design yg motifnye original batik...either yg berunsur kejawa2anss tu....or yg most of the time terterap pd kain2 sutera tuss...giller la chantekss...
So as to share the knowledge, i just paste the article which i found masa browseing internet ari tu....
Sistem mencanting bersepadu bantuan komputer
SISTEM Mencanting Bersepadu Berbantukan Komputer (ICATS) ialah sebuah sistem untuk menghasilkan pelbagai corak batik menggunakan perisian grafik komputer. Sistem yang melakukan proses mencanting secara automatik ini membantu pengusaha batik untuk menghasilkan corak batik bermutu pada kos yang lebih rendah. ICATS dilengkapi dengan tiga sub-system iaitu Perisian Rekabentuk Grafik, Sistem Kawalan dan Mesin Mencanting. Perisian Rekabentuk Grafik dilengkapi kemudahan melukis secara digital yang membolehkan seseorang pereka melukis secara bebas corak batik yang baru dengan menggunakan pen grafik.
Alat kawalan pula menerima sesuatu corak dari perisian rekabentuk grafik dan menukarkannya kepada bentuk arahan untuk mesin mencanting. Arahan supaya mesin bergerak dan alat mencanting dikeluarkan serentak untuk mendapatkan pergerakan yang dikehendaki. Alat mekanikal yang disambung secara digital kepada sistem kawalan untuk melakukan proses mencanting, mempunyai keupayaan untuk mencanting corak yang direka kepada kain dengan tepat dan secara automatik.
Penggunaan ICATS mampu meningkatkan produktiviti kerana satu corak hanya perlu dibuat sekali untuk beberapa helai kain. Corak yang disimpan dalam komputer boleh dikeluarkan dan digunakan lagi dalam pembuatan corak baru.
Ini bermakna masa yang perlu diambil untuk menghasilkan corak baru boleh dikurangkan. Proses membubuh lilin pula boleh dilaksanakan terus menerus tanpa henti untuk membersihkan dan menambah lilin manakala kelajuan membubuh lilin pula boleh dipercepatkan.
Dipetik dari ESTIDOTMY ONLINE
After all....todays technology did help us a lot, rite??...
Thursday, June 23, 2005
besday boy...heheh....
Anyway, i just wanna say Hepi Besday to my beloved fren today... sama la umo dia ngan aku ari ni.. hehheh.... So moga panjang umo, murah rezeki ... may GOD bless him always, his wife and their marriage. Being a fren to him will be a very-very tremendous experience for me.... sronotss giller... As far as i remembered, penahla skali dia wat perangai which a bit make me tempered...(ye ke tempered??)....buleylaa... tp tak lama pon my temper tu...hihihi...saje je nak test dia... last2, dia admitted salah dia...and yg paling2 bess, he persuaded me back... ihikss... caring jugakla mamat ni... Well, those "stories" will always bloom in my mind and our frenship... tenkiu for being so so nice fren to me and i really2 hope that this frenship will alwis be blessed by HIM...insyaAlh...
wokesla my dear blog... ada cite nnt i update u again... byess and c yousss....
Monday, June 20, 2005
auditss...oh auditsss....
Talking about being an internal auditor, i'm not very good pon...in fact, this is ONLY my 2nd time experience baru...my bak told me, it's ok if u're auditing the procedure part coz the procedure is something yg stended...i mean, at least everybody knows la what is the procedure all about....but if u r asked to audit the financial procedure/part, cannot la maaa....so xde mnde sgt la to be elaborated here...but i know that tommorow will be a very adventurous day for me....sbb nak face unit penjawatan tu...which i've heard that they have "all out" preparation for this session...so i hope, esok diriku ini akan cool.... tenang, and firm enuff while asking those prepared questionsss....
So wokess la everibadis...got to go now...i'll update more "news"...(err...news ke??) after finishing the session tommorow....hopefully everything will smoothly flowed as planned...byess...
Saturday, June 04, 2005
rusyaidi's memorable 19th besday
I actually would like to upload some photos taken during the ceremony....tp letihss cuba godek kat blog ni smlm...x lepas2 gak....mgkn nak kena berguruss dgn anak Pak Khalil atau anak Pak Nordin nnt...heheh....anyway, the ceremony mmg best gillerss...and everything is running as planned....
To my bro, Rusyaidi.....i love u forever and ever....All the best for everything u undertakings...especially for your near coming exam ni.....Happy 19th besday....muuuahss...!!
Thursday, June 02, 2005
hakimin's semi doom's day to go....
So i'm now actually kat Kemensah Heights, umah my cousin...tempat persinggahan semntara tunggu hakimin's semi doom's day (engagemnt day dia dgn siti, buah ati dia tusss...) So to hakimin, congrates on your coming semi doom's day....and just remember that i'll alwiss love u poreber...