Beautiful 08 & 15 December 2007

dear batikchantingss... alhamdulillah finally all of the ceremonies were smoothly implemented. even there were certain issues occured during the event, but i still pray to Allah for HIS blessing in permitting everything to happen...

"kakak ku yang sorang ni dah disunting orang"... that's the words from one of my brother... a deep thank you to my beloved brother tu sbb bersusah payah capture the beautiful moments in my life tu. i really owe u a lots!...

rasanya nothing much to be elaborated here. i think it is enuff if i said that i'm very happy for what had happend to me. moga perkahwinan ini sentiasa dirahmati dan diberkatiNYA sokmo, dan moga ianya berpanjangan hingga ke akhir hayat... thank you to all of u who did turn up to our reception and ceremony as well. and also thank you for the beautiful presents... may Allah bless everybody, insyAllah...

teaser pic

Dear batikchantingss... since most of the readers knew my current storimori, so i just post 1 teaser pic (bukan gambo sebena :p ) for this entry... hehehe.....

- episod cinta -

dear batikchantingss... ermm..pity blog for being neglected since last mid nov huhuhu... apa muley muat, the blog owner kind of 'bz' rite now lalalala... lots of things actually occurred during the preparation tp just let the 'lot of things' tu as the normal agendas which will probably be faced by most of the newly-weds-to-be hihihi...

its almost 2 days to enter Dec 2007, aliya did said to both of us - "menghitung ari ekk?"... ermm.. mgkn betul jugak kata aliya tu. my life wont be the same after this. turning my status as a wife will definitely not an easy task. irman's latest entry sikit sebanyak feeds me with info of responsibilities that have to be beared by a wife... hmm... most of my frens were married for the past 4-5 years back, and only now my turn will come. hopefuly this marriage will always bloom throughout my life and my hubby-to-be. semoga Allah sentiasa merahmati dan memberkati perkahwinan ini hingga ke akhir hayat... Insyalh...

so frenss.. all of u are most welcomed to my coming ceremony nnt... jgn lupa bawak adiah besa2 skali hwa..hwa.. hwa.. :p

14 November 2007 - Seri Budiman Hall, UiTM

dear batikchantingsss... 1st of all, a very2 deep Alhamdulillah for HIS blessing to me to be able to achieve this level of study. Without HIS sanctification and blessing, this entire thing will undeniably not be happened.

I admit it was tough.. Perhaps really2 tough. There was a time I keep crying all the day just because of the pressure I faced through out my study. My bak and mama was the most supportive, caring and encouraging 'fren' I ever have. Mama used to always calm me down, keep motivating me to be strong. My bak as usual will always and always be my best commentator cum reviewer in almost each of my ‘huhahuha’ essay. A zillionth of thanks to HIM for bestowing me such a ‘magic miracle’ bakmama… thank u bakmama… I luv both of u A LOTSSS!!

Nothing much I can elaborate for what I have faced for that hard and sturdy of 2 years. To my remarkable bakmama, my 2 amazing brothers, my dearly-loved fiancé, my sweet SIL and of course my ‘mulats cute ensem’ awish, my kind and helpful lecturers and last but not least my frenss (who and where ever u r) … THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart..

p/s: huhuhu… mcm penutup speech la pulakss… but I really mean it :-)

.... fernats ...

dear batikchantingss... adehss.. i feel extravaganzaousss exhausted today as i was trapped in the very2 heavy traffic at KL yesterday. i went to KL on friday to pay my puncak perdana's lib fines (which only can be paid during ofis hour... huhu).. then went to uitm induk pagi esoknya, to rent and take the robe for my coming convocation. omit the convo ceremony rehearsal, shoot off to klang to meet awish of course!! hehe...

pastu, sharp 215pm, take off from klang to go back to kontan... and these were what happened to me for 4 hours trapped in jam on 10 November 2007, in order to get out from KL... :((

@ federal highway

@ jalan kuching

@ karak highway

and i finally had my lunch at 630pm... drp starving x hengtss, ilang lapa.. lapa balik... ilang lapa... lapa balik... dan dah xde selera lagi nak makans... huhuhu...

my desolated blog huhu

dear batikchantingss... alamekss! i got a warn today from someone... huhu.. pity blog for not being updated for a few weeks... there were some stories to be jotted down but i myself sort of being walloped by such a laziesssst mood everrr...

anyway... to fulfill my desolated blog ni, here i just aplod some piccas during UMP's aidilfitri celebration and of course our ptmk raya potluck. even its a bit delay of the news.. but still yet it reflected a lots to us, rite guys?... and the most important thing was, even our stall didn't even recognized or noticed by the secretariat of the event, but our satay was absolutely SOLD OUT!!!! ;)


p/s: selamat ber'open house' to everybody who open their house... kalo 'buka' umah jgn lupa jmput saya :D

p/s2: sowila gmbo 2 ketul jek sbb lembab bangetss nak haplods from here. more piccass will insyAlh be haploded at my fp soonss... by the way, all of ICTians guys mmg pakat2 ekk nak pakai merah2 niss?? huhu...

5 days @citibank tower huhu

dear batikchantings.... aaah... what a relief feeling when i finally get my own private connection right thru from my own room, after a week x jumpa internets kat KL nuns huhuhu... busan bannngetss!!! but somehow, it allows me to learn + pay FULL throttle of attention (ye ke full attention?:p ) when i'm in the training class, otherwise... mmg konpem chatting ngan surfing je la kejenya kalo ada internet. i'm sure many of us are strongly agreed with me for this part rite? hihihihi... :D

anyway, the training was good, the trainer was absolutely good, the food at training was also good! cuma the food at the hotel was just so-so...rasanya jauhhhh sedap lg food at crystal inn at batu pahat aritu which was extreemly mabeless!!!! hotel kat tgh2 bando kl, tp foodnya, adeh.... pity of us to keep repeating almost the same breakfast meal every morning huhuhu... tp apapon, i and my fren were still be blessed by HIM for at least having a free bekpes kat tgh2 bando KL tu, which everything was definitely at high living cost.....

so maybe some other time in the future, i can go for more training which relates with my job scope... byk sgt2 peluang terlepas seblom2 ni as no chances has been grabbed. lugi..lugii.... perhaps i should be more apprehend and pro-active to seize the upcoming odds for my own benefits.. hmm.. (betul.. betul... betul.. - kata ipin :D )

p/s: mcm hanging semcm je my entry tis time huhu

The Zahid's Aidilfitri 2007

Dear batikchantingss... it’s 6th Syawal and I think it is not too late for me to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of batikchanting's readers... Alhamdulillah we've been blessed by HIM to celebrate this big day after facing Ramadhan, the barakah month... my 2007 Aidilfitri is celebrated harmoniously with family together with my SIL and of course my mulatss nephew… huhuhu.. cute bangetss dia pakai baju melayu sedondon ngan parents dia…

We have made a move to Kemaman after solat sunat Aidilfitri at Sekilau Hills... I felt so different this time becos besenya agenda solat raya ni used to happen somewhere at Kemaman’s mosque… but since this year ada org baru yg kiut miut tu, so my bak preferred to have our own private time with the family to sob..sob..sob after the solat aidilfitri tu… huhuhu… manyyyak sayu maaa… sempatla mata den bengkaks dek air mata yg mengalir laju ini…

The next day, again we had a journey to KT… and the most surprise thing that I faced during my traveling tu was the heavy hectic jam at Marang… Marang jam???... peliks.. pelikss… I never face any heavy jam during my travel to KT before this… this is the 1st time and its getting worst when the distance of the jam tu panjang baangetss!!.. naik jam kaki den nekan brake and clutch huhu… mosykels.. mosykels… in the first place, I tot its either an accident or police road block kat depan2 tu. Tp sudahnya, I myself x jumpa2 apa punca jam tak hengatss tuu… the heavy traffic had finally extended my journey up to 4 -5 hours (which should be just within 3 hours)…

The 3rd day raya, we had visited my bak’s aunty at Pasir Panjang and my bak’s bespren at Kampung Tok Kaya. Tak banyak relatives’ home yg sempat diziarah as previous years as my awish was having a bad flu sepanjang raya ni.. huhu.. pitty awish…

Ermm… Even time was running out, we still manage to hurrey2 for a moment at Pasar Kedai Payang… hehehe… soping.. soping and sopingss!!!.. terbang la gaji den which was not supported by any bonus pon this year… kopaks lg… :( But somehow, as usual shopping is always FUNNNS!!! :D

And finally we had made a move back to Kuantan at about 5-530pm on the 3rd day raya tu… and unfortunately, the heavy traffic at Marang tu was still in the same condition… huhuhu… wama’naaha… stuck la lagi kitorg in the middle of the jam… busans.. busanss… tp tak kesahlaa.. yg pasti our Aidilfitri kali ni were pleasantly celebrated. And my aunty’s family is probably will be visiting us end of this week kalo takde aral insyAlh… and I will be having a week of training at KL next week… and my final say is, bila nak wat ptmk aidilfitri potluck ekks?? ;)

undergron d 2nd @ iKiP - 26 Ramadhan

dear batikchantingss... upon admie's request, hence this entry is created. no piccas were snapped during the undergron d 2nd last nite. Everybody devotedly pay attention to their fast breaking meals… I only snapped 1 single pic, itupon after the session of eating was finished. ni la the only pic tus... ermm... "Puan Suzana?" :p

The members of undergron d 2nd were:
imans and family
husna and family
k.ina and double families
zahari
achedss
and of course myself....

k.ina was having her fast breaking with her family together with her parents and siblings. Since our booking was under different booker, so our reserved table pon jauh2… huhuhu.. nun terperosok di lobby IKIP. But somehow, the food were good… and we managed to rembat everything starting from 630pm :D … worried dah abes if we come and refill the plate after 1st round session… huhuhu

Tawun depan leh wat lg keje2 undergron niss.... so Selamat Hari Raya to everybody who read this entry. safe driving & journey to those who will make a move to kampung masing2 within this week (definitely)... beringat2 masa makan kuih2 and all those food during syawal nnt... nnt jgn lupa bawak sume segala kuih raya ke hopis for our coming raya potluck!! ;)

p/s: pic is not so sharp as our reserved table bercahayakan suam2 kuku lampu jeks... huhu

fast breaking on 14 & 15 Ramadhan

dear batikchantingss... 2 days back, i broke my fast at pizza and MS Garden Hotel... the pizza one is the annual undergron's ICTians agenda (huhuhu... sejak bila jadi annual agenda niss??)... and the 2nd one is the treat from our vendor... tenkiu guys... next year wat lagi!! :D

the makan2 session @pizza was terrrribly uproar!! the undergron founder had actually ordered the meals ealier of the day for our fast breaking tu... in fact, i think, the ordered menu insyAlh will more than enuff for forteen fasting stomach ni... but, normal la kans... bila dah pose, the undergron members plak mmg sume jenis frenzied huhahuha... so certain of orders have been made AGAIN kat sana. aduss... bertambah2la penuhnya meja. here are some piccas after the fast breaking...

where as for MS Garden plaks... Alhamdulillah, the food is good... very2 good. certain number of ICTians did turned up @MS Garden last nite. i just take some piccas about 1-2 minutes before the azan is aired...

hmmm... sonotssnye berbuka ramai2 nis... hilarious gintus! i really enjoy the moment and hope our next2 coming ICTians gathering will be more exciting and exciting!!....

p/s: nex wik - fast breaking @ boss's house ;)
p/s again: awish balik esooots!! yahuuus!!

my wish for awish

Dear batikchantingss... almost everyday this song keeps playing kat radio. first time dengo when i was watching the final american idol masa previous season. they sang live lg.... but it never attracks me very much. not really catchy as "what hurts the most" and "bless the broken road" tus... tapi, sejak dah ada nephew named darwish ni, this song suddenly sounds sweet and pertinently suited with his name... hihihi.. sowi awish... i'm just missing u very much je... so be a good boy, a good son, a good 1st and foremost grandchild and of course a very good "montels mulats" nephew...

My Wish - Rascal Flatts

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
to your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
to your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

darwish hakimin - 35 hari

dear batikchantingss... upon requirement of miss azura, so here i just paste 2 piecess of 'mulatsss' darwish hakimin piccas. really miss to see him. hopefully my bro and his wife will come back to Kuantan before coming Aidilfitri ni... leh tgk muka awish yg makin tembam mulats ni... nak gegetss je pp dia tu... huhu

pic kiri tu macam tgh sengih2 dlm mimpi gitu. 2nd pic lak macam perasan ... as his babah keeps taking his photo everyday! (piccas courtesey from hakimin zahid)

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak 1428 Hijrah

Harapan Ramadhan

Ku mengharapkan Ramadhan
Kali ini penuh makna
Agar dapat kulalui
Dengan sempurna

Selangkah demi selangkah
Setahun sudah pun berlalu
Masa yang pantas berlalu
Hingga tak terasa ku berada
Di bulan Ramadhan semula

Puasa satu amalan
Sebagaimana yang diperintahNya
Moga dapat ku lenturkan
Nafsu yang selalu membelenggu diri
Tiada henti-henti

Tak ingin ku biarkan Ramadhan berlalu saja
Tuhan pimpinlah daku yang lemah
Mengharungi segalanya dengan sabar
Kita memohon pada Tuhan diberikan kekuatan
Ku merayu pada Tuhan diterima amalan

Selangkah demi selangkah...
Dengan rahmatMu oh Tuhanku...
Ku tempuh jua

- by Man Bai & Raihan

Dear batikchantingss... it's 2nd Ramadhan 1428 Hjrah. May all of us will alwis be blessed by HIM, The Almighty... selamat menunaikan ibadah pose sume...

090907

dear batikchantingss... its the 9th day of september 2007, and i really enjoy this month very well. lask week, 1 spent a few days at Klang, shoppingsss + visit my cuty nephew - awish... he's getting heavier day by day huhuhu.. lenguh lengan mama ana ni. the shopping session mmg bess!! or i can say most all of the malls kat KL tu penuh bangetss ngan org, who dont want to miss out the last day of salesss!

then tadi plak, most all of ICTians came down to bowling megalane at Megamall. I think, this is the 1st inter-ICT bowling tournament ever being handled. mmg sonots, even my beloved Z.E.Z datang lambat sketss, tp takpe, as he was finally came down jugaks :)... to support "the 1st runner up of juara longkang" ni.. huhuhu... (mgkn jatuhan pin den terlebih seketul dua jek dr k.ina agaknye...:p ) anyway, hope this internal tournament can be handled lagi in the future, even i know i wont score better ponss... piccas can be viewed at zure's album. here is only a pic of me and ibrahim abdullah... huhuhu.. what a chubby firm cheek he has... besa nnt leh ikut abah & maknya buat pencak munge2 silats!! :D

Mennndeka!!!

dear batikchantingss....It has been a few days Malaysia celebrated its 50th independence day. But how independence are we living in our own beloved Malaysia? What can we see today is ...sometimes people have a tendency to react sarcastic and derisively but the truth is... he/she keeps claiming that he/she is a very proficient and practical person. What an ironic people ever exist in this world. hmm... world is just a place for everybody to play their role as good as he/she has to. And because of the one and only chance they have to live in this world, some of them want to grab everything - including push everybody aside if they have to. What a pity people being so cruel and greedy just for the sake of their soothe, comfort and leisure vicinity... huhuhu

well, I’m not being prejudice towards anybody, but some how this happens almost anywhere and everywhere... so just muhasabah ourselves not because of the 50th independence day... but because the big Dooms Day is much much more greater and grandiose that have to be scared and considered of… may Allah bless each of us everyday… insyAlh…

Nisfu Sya‘ban

dear batikchantingss... its 15 Sya'ban 1428 Hijrah a.k.a as Nisfu Sya'ban - which means half of Sya'ban month. I decided to fast today sbb gantinya ado laie... huhuhu.. besides, Rasullulah S.A.W. himself likes to fast this month compared to other Islam's months. so below is just part of the article written by someone from JAKIM, and i think its suitable to be shared with the batikchantingss readers even though most of you probably dah sedia maklum about this...

Malam Nisfu Sya‘ban

Kelebihan Malam Nisfu Sya‘ban itu telah disebutkan di dalam hadis sahih daripada Mu‘az bin Jabal r.a Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang maksudnya :

“Allah menjenguk datang kepada semua makhluk-Nya di Malam Nisfu Sya‘ban, maka diampunkan dosa sekalian makhlu-kNya kecuali orang yang menyekutukan Allah atau orang yang bermusuhan.” (H.R Ibnu Majah, at-Thabaroni dan Ibnu Hibban)

Pada malam Nisfu Sya‘ban juga, adalah di antara malam-malam yang dikabulkan doa. Menyedut pendapat Imam asy-Syafi‘e dalam kitabnya al-Umm telah berkata: “Telah sampai pada kami bahawa dikatakan: sesungguhnya doa dikabulkan pada lima malam iaitu: pada malam Jumaat, malam Hari Raya Adha, malam Hari Raya ‘Aidil fitri, malam pertama di bulan Rejab dan malam nisfu Sya‘ban.”

Kita boleh Menghidupkan Malam Nisfu Sya‘ban dengan memperbanyakkan beribadat seperti sembahyang sunat dan berdoa, berzikir dan membaca al-Quran..

Editor : PRO JAKIM [Zakaria Bin Othman]
Tarikh : 14 July 2006

To those who also fasting today, selamat berpose dgn jayanye!!... dan selamat berbuka pose ptg ni... :D

membersih biliks??

dear batikchantings... ever heard about 5S? it is actually a good practice to be implemented at any places... at house.. office.. shopping malls, hospitals and factories... implementing 5S consistently will definitely helps you to feel comfort, happy and even safe to undergo your life at any places. but what should i do if my own working place looks like this?...huhu

welcome on board to darwish bin hakimin

dear batikchantingsss.... last monday was my haru biru day after i came back from office... i did receive a dreaded call from my bro telling me that my sister in-law dah warded and the "door" was opened +-3cm... huhuhu.. cuak turus den dengo... but quite wondering as her due should be end of this month... so i just drove back to home... my bakmama sume dah kemas2 packing... katanya nak bertolak terus just after they broke their fast. i was a bit ting-tong2 at that time becos a few of my planned schedules need to be reschedule... huhuhu... tp takpe.. demi my bro, his wife and the new comer, i just gamble joined them to KL... leave everyhting reschedule later2...

we were safely arrived Klang at about 1am... fenats bangetsss!! since visitation hour dah lama tamats, so we have to go back and sleep je... tido then early morning esoknya terus ke hospital...

my sis in-law masuk labour room at 8.10am.. lamanya menunggu subhanallah... really makes my back damn pain huhu... nak patah je blakang den ni. but becos of the eagerness of being "mama ana"(:P) tu, i just carry on until the new comer "come"...

and alhamdulillah... my sister in-law safely delivered a healthy sweet 3.2kg baby boy on last tuesday, 3.50pm at Hospital Bersalin Razif... sonotssnye!!!... he's sooo cute... welcome on board to Muhammad Khairul Darwish bin Khairul Hakimin... but i think, he will soon be a very close partner with my bro... umo baru a few hours, his dad dah blikan si darwish ni hot wheels seketul huhu... as for the picccas... i'm not sure how many picturess snapped by my photographer-bro tu... masuk arini, mau dah 3-4 ratus piccas agaknye...more piccas probably being uploaded at his fp soon. as for me, ada la skets uploaded here.

hmm... my bro and sis in-law's life will definitely be wonderfulllls lepas ni... so do my parents who were now upgraded their level into grand parents... hehehe... Ki and Wan... end of this month, all of us will again be there to meet him... here your mama Ana will come awissshh!! ;)

potluck --> "bekas nasib baik" :D

dear batikchantingsss... huhu.. tersawang2 jap my blog ni lately as the blog owner is currently kind of miung-miungss gitu. nothing much to be jotted here. definitely ada cite itu ini, but the spirit and mood of writing and jotting is not there (aci ke alasan camtuss... muhehehehe :p)

but anyway, the best memorable stori mori during this eighth month of 2007 ni was definitely the PTMK's potluck + goton royons event tu... the goton royons was actually the pre-preparation for us to face the coming 5S audit which will be held very soon. so kena la chantek2 kan hopis terchenta niss... before the session started, as usual we did have our tazkirah jumaat... followed by sesi makan2 which was SLIGHTLY bigger :D kalo nak dibandingkan dengan minggu2 lain seblom ni sbb kitorg ended the tazkirah session with the mabeles fabeles potluck event... there was such a LOADSS of food in our potluck event tu. ada fried meehoon, nasi goreng kampung spesel, pulut durian, lontong, soto, baked macaroni, choc moist cake, bread pudding, roti sardin, sate... tu baru main dishess. and the side dishesnya plak... masya-Allah.... agar2, kerepeks2, sweets, dadih imans wane wani and lots and lotssss of kuih yg eden tak pasti apa namanya... huhu.. in a short word i can describe it as "penuh meja" laaa..... and becos of the "penuh meja" situation + the small tank of my stomach, only some of them jek la yg dapat den makans... at about 3-330pm, those food tu were being packed up.. the ladies of ICTians kemas2...vungkus2... then lelongkan utk dibawak balikss....

as for the goton royons plak, nothing much that i can contribute as the "moon" didn't allow me to do so... huhuhu :( ... but i know... all of ICTians are reliable enuff rites?? the hopis now looks better, except my room je...which is still messhy2... huhuhu...when should i start to clear it up ekk?

p/s: lupa nak cakaps... there was a secret recipe's yummishhh cake sponsored by our boss... huhuhu... sedapss tuu.. nnt nak g bli la 1-2 slicess lg ... sambung makan kat umah plakss... more piccas can be viewed here ...

baked macaroni on Sunday

dear batikchantingss... last sunday, i was a bit 'jiwa kacau' gitu. not really sure what's the reason but probably becos of the "ngosnges surrounding" i faced lately. burin+busan with that condition punye pasal, i decided to cook... hehehe... useles jek pk lebey2 pons, rather that keep myself hatred with that situation, its better for me to do something which can makes me happy & passionate with gintus...

so this is my baked macaroni... i started to cook this italian recipe at about 6.30pm. went and bought everything at tunas manja transit point, then terus start masak. boiled this...cut this and that... mixed this and that... fried this and that... and baked all of them together. so ginila hasilnya yg siap at about 9.15 pm.... huhu.. fenats jugak memasak ni ghope2nye ye? :p ...

when the macaroni was completely layered and baked, some of boiled macaroni tu terlebihla pulaks..."ah sudah... apa yg aku nak buat dgn macaroni lebis nis?... ermm.. goreng je la ngan bahan2 yg ada.." so i just fry the rest of macaroni yg lebihs tu... with the rest ingredients yg ada, while waiting the baked macaroni tu siap dibakar...

lepas siap sume2, i try to serve to my beloved bak... tp he prefered to have the fried macaroni - sbb pedas... mulanya i was a bit frustrated when i have a taste of baked macaroni tu.."alamak.. tak pedas la plaks... macam x sedaps je.. huhu"...but becos i already have a plan to bring it to the
office utk jamu si dia and frens, so bawakla jugak ke opis walopon di hati ini ada rasa gundahs gulaners gitus... huhuhu:(

and finally, all of them was finished!!! sonotssnye rasa! and Alhamdulillah. probably only me who thought that the baked macaroni tu x sedap... sebab??... sebab i'm a person who looooooooves to eat hot meal :D ... never mind laa... pasni leh try wat recipe2 lain laks... lgpon tak lama lg our office will have a pot luck! so nak kena pk the best menu to be brought up nis... rite faie? ;) *wink*

a friday and saturday @ Kuala Terengganu

dear batikchantingss.... ermm.. it was about a few monthsss i never come back to my hometown KT. tak silap last pegi KT masa raya tahun lepas.... but last friday-saturday, i was there for my bak's cousin wedding ceremony - which i never met before huhu... they already got married last 2 months... so this ceremony was just a ceremony to meet the relatives at KT yang most of them were not able to attend the big kenduri at KL aritu...

anyway, i did not snap any piccas during the ceremony since the event was quite extravaganza, which i never expect it was to be. yang cuma disnap was just the door gift engraved with the bride+groom's name. most of the guest were very extravaganzaous... terasa mcm silap masuk mjlis la plaks.. huhu... tp takpela... dah lama tak berjumpa2 with them, so that beautiful wedding ceremony was at least reunites us back together...

esoknya, we packed everything from my aunty's house tu, terus ke pasar payang. my mama and my Mak Ha nak beli itu ini katanya. sempatla i snapped a few piccas there. but times was running out very fast. i dont have much time to go upstairs pasar payang tu utk merendek2 menengok baju2 ke, tudung2 ke, kainss2 ke... worried smpai lewat plak ke kontans... lagi pon, we have to stop by at kemamam dulu, send back my Mak Ha there...then baru balik kontan. but overall, it was an enjoiful day for me there even it was just a short of time....

Majlis Pelancaran Pembinaan Kampus Tetap Universiti Malaysia Pahang

dear batikchantings... haa... the 1st pic is the white tentsss in the middle of the wide big 'padang jarak padang terkukur' at new permanent UMP campus, kuala pahang... more pics and storimoris will be hapdeteds soon... stay tuness ;)

huhu.. lama beno "stay tuness" soblum niss.. xpolaa.. tis story pon dah expired +-a week ago. but i just apload some more piccass for the batikchanting's readers as i stated before...

the 2nd pic was my dreamiousness car... hehe.. never thought this car pon ada kat tgh2 padang jarak padang terkukur ni... what ever the surrounding is, my dreamiouness car still look mabeless as usual...
the last pic plak was just a pic of the "road to Pekan Campus".... it is an absolute straight road, good for those who love to rempitss2... hwa.. hwa.. hwaa.. So okla fren... thats all for now. byk2 apload pon kuren bess... sbb cite dah expired...


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Break jap cite pasal padang jarak padang terkukur, i just paste the 4 things which i've been tagged by zure last few days... nothing much happening about me certainly...

Four (latest) jobs I’ve had:
1. UMP's Staff
2. SPP Trainee
3. Trainee at PTG
4. Sales Counter @ kedai gambo

Four movies I can watch over and over:
1. sama gak cam admie - P.Ramlee's movies
2. -
3. -
4. -

Four places I’ve lived:
1. Kuantan, Pahang
2. Kuala Lumpur
3. Kemaman , Terengganu
4. Kuala Terenganu

Four TV shows I love:
1. Oprah Whinfrey
2. CSI
3. Travel & Living
4. Akademi Fantasia

Four places I’ve vacationed:
1. Melaka
2. Langkawi
3. Sekayu, Terengganu
4. -

Four of my favorite dishes:
1. Kuey teow goreng
2. Mee bandung
3. Macaroni goreng
4. Spageti bolognese

Four sites I visit daily:
1. UMP's e-community
2. Blog
3. Hanieliza
4. Greenapple15

Four places I would rather be right now:
1. KL - apo laie? nak g bersoppppingss2 la...:D
2. Klang - jumpa adinda2ku [and of course the new comers too ;) ]
3. Pulau Rawa - lawa tak hengatss masa tgk kat tb aritu
4. Genting Highlands - nak konker sume permainan kat theme park tu... hwa.. hwa.. hwa..

Four bloggers I am tagging:
1. faie
2. hairihafiz
3. -
4. -
--> tak tau dah nak tag sapo laie... huhu

"somewhere over the rainbow"

dear batikchantingss... its almost a week I’ve got my final result, which was wonderfully displayed at uitm's student portal. alhamdulillah, a very2 deep gratitude for HIS bless and grace. never thought that it would returns me such a great feeling since that day. and i dedicate this achievement to my beloved mama and bak, who are alwis, alwis and alwis believe in me, even most of the time, me myself don’t have such a deep deem throughout the stressful 2 years... thank you mama & bak… I luv both of you foreverss..

MINDS 2007 is just around the corner, and at the same time, my 'little' bro will be going to undergo a practical training cum working at mercedes this coming early july. congrates to him, and i hope he'll make use and utilize this golden opportunity to the fullest…

For the new comers of this coming 29 June 2007, welcome to the club of “UMP student” :-)

kerisauan yang nyaterss

dear batikchantingss... 2 days back, i did call uitm to retreive my new username/pasword for student portal. really wonder how come i was not authorized to access it just after my final semester was over. Encik itu kata PSMB was moving and upgrading their system, so ada la skets amendments here and there at their DB i guess...

beside retreiving my username/paswd tu, i just simply add some more question - which is my result for the final semester bebaru ni. i've been worried for a couple of days waiting for the result to be annouced. guane la rizat eden nanti. the most anxiousnesstosss was definitely towards my research paper tu... 6 credit hours just for that paper! and if i cannot grab a good grade for that paper, huhuhu... abeslaa pointer den. tp na'uzubillah laa... dah all out tahap 'transformer' bangets...so really hope it returns me a wonderful and fruitful outcome, and of course a tremendous and memorable moment of 2 yearss learning expedition....

"dreamiouness" :p

dear batikchantingss.... early june ari tu, as usual i drove back to sekilau... just after i came out from UMP's gate, i saw my 'dreamiousness' car in gold color thru my side mirror... (huhu...ada ke word dreamiouness tu? :p)... dalam ati aku, "alamak... kete aku" ngeee.... but unfortunately, that car was not going to Kuantan, the same way as i headed to...

so i just drive macam bese... sambil nyanyi2 lalalalala... tup2 that mabeles astonish car in gold color potong my "meybeles" gold colored car ... "waa... kete tadi... ish.. kena kejar dok blakang kete dia niss...hihihi"... so i just try to snap a few pics of that car without alerting that the same species car with mine was just riding beside my dremiuosness car tu.... bess kan pic ni?... cam nak bgtau je kete apa yg mengekorinya dari blakang inis...hwa..hwa..hwaa...

apa laa nak jadi ngan anak pak zahid ni, terujers sgt kat murano tu sampai cenggini jadinye... but who knows one day i should have a chance to drive this car, rite? ;)

berubah angins?

dear batikchantingsss...

huhuhu... its June 2007 already! and my blog keeps freezing for +- 1 month lebeys.. nges.. ngess.. well, it was such a hectic range of time actually. mid may aritu baru la dapat betul2 properly exhale inhale of breathing. and i hope, i'll get a good result for my final semester tu. bedebo niss.. cuak bile dgr a few of my seniors previous semester yg bungkuss. but i hope it wont happen to me, insyAlh...

ermm.. once blaja da abis ni, there's some intuition in my innerself to try to move forward in terms of career. tp, how serious are you to try it? morover, there's a lot of things to be considered first before i make any decisions. myself ni sendiri blom pasti tough enuff to face the challenges profession. hmm... tp takpe... will do something about it sooner or later.

journey of "2 years"

dear batikchantings...

Will the journey of the tough terrible challengessss 2 years ended with a flying colors outcome?... really hope it pays me a worth of consequences.... insyAlh..


pic is taken when i was just finish my final paper last saturday (21 Apr 2007) - on the way back to klang - dgn amaran, "jgn snap gambar ketika anda sedang memandu... heee :p "

counting down

...counting down...

bila april'07

dear batikchantingss... i am back after the "ngossngess" week of having the sickness. in fact the pain is still recurring here and there huhu... but i know, i have to take and face this as sume ni adalah ujian Allah utk hapus sume dosa2 den before ni. The Almighty knows everything behind those faiths...

so suzana... it's almost mid april 2007 already. hope you still remember with your target created end of 2005 ari tu.... its 10th april, and i just have less than 2 weeks for my final with those chapterss, ayyakss!!... tala ledi lagi maa... research pon struggle gak ni... project pon samers... ting tong... ting tongss... ting tongss....

erkk.. nothing much to say dah... need to do my work. may GOD bless u suzana, in 'everything' u undertaking, insyAllah....

p/s: answers for tag akan dibuat lepas ekjems.. muleys kan zura? :)

sesi physio

dear batikchantingss... i also dont know what should i call this machine. tp yang pasti, it massaged my back and muscle comfortably masa sesi physiotherapy last 2 sessions... anyway, this pic was taken just after my session was about to finish. kira cam curi2 amek la ni...hehehe ;) if it is not because of the therapy session, definitely i will not know amnde fungsi mesin yg ada span oren ni...

masa

Either masa, time or , al-Asr.... yg pasti, will u be able to catch up dengan sume2 mnde within the given time? kejarlah masa itu kerana time waits for nobody ... thats why dlm Al-Quran pon siap ada surah pasal masa ni.... errmm... so where are u suzana? still on the track? @#$%^&*(

p/s: tgh cuak tahap gabans niss... itu yg entry pon cam ngosngess... err... anybody ada rasa nak pitams2??

Muscles spasm pulaks...

Dear batikchantingss... i think this is the 3rd or 4th or maybe 5th enrty about back pain (dan tajuk2 seangkatan dengannya... huhu). Well, that's suzanazahid, who cannot be put apart with this issue anymore... nak tak nak, i have to go into depth with this matter... go for the treatments... keep reading anything about back pain... at least, i know what should i do to overcome my pain ni. ermm... for this entry, i want to share with the batikchanting's readers about muscles spasm. the word muscle tu definitely mmg not a new word for me and i think the readers pon stuju, rite?... tp bila masuk 'spasm'... berkerut skets laa my face when the doctor bgtau ari tu. "muscle spasm?... spasm tu mnde?".... after having the this and that session + reading here and there, now i know a few la about muscle spasm tu ... in malaynya, i think i can say spasm tu macam ...ermm.. apa ekk?... regangan laa kots... or ketegangan... or memulas2... or terbelits2... huhu... betul ke definition den tus?... tp muley laa.. at least i do have some ideas what is spasm all about... so kalo definition penuhnya, muscle spasm means keregangan ototss... so, below are some infos taken from the resourceful resource!! (definitely internets :D) There might be a zillioth infos kat internet pertaining to this topic... but i think this one can help me to have the self treatment kat umah...

Mengikut kata Moffat, Marilyn, P.T., PhD, F.A.P.T.A, and Vickery, Steve from The American Physical Therapy Association Book of Body Maintenance and Repair, muscle spasm is an intense reaction on the part of large muscle groups to injury or strain. In spasm, muscle groups contract very strongly in order to brace the injured structures. While painful and inconveniencing, muscle spasms provide protection to the body during times of injury and injury healing.

While the below infos plak is stated by Pierre Rouzier, M.D dari University of Michigan bahagian U-M Health System

What are muscle spasms?

Muscle spasms are involuntary contractions of a muscle. People often have "tight" muscles in their neck, back, shoulder, or legs. These are muscle spasms. Athletes sometimes get cramps in their muscles during strenuous activity. These cramps are also spasms. A common name for a muscle cramp or spasm is charley horse. This term is especially used for cramps in the leg.

How do they occur?

A spasm usually occurs from overusing muscles or from an injury. If you are dehydrated during strenuous activity, you are likely to have cramps. Muscle spasms, especially in the neck, also may occur when you are under lots of stress. Cramps in the calf of the leg often occur at night during sleep.

What are the symptoms?

A spasm feels like tightness or a knot in a muscle. It may hurt when you use the muscle. It may be hard to use the muscle.
A cramp during exercise may be extremely painful.

How are they diagnosed?

Your health care provider will examine your muscles and find that they are very tight and tender to touch.

How are they treated?

* Put ice packs on spasms caused by injury for the first 2 to 3 days. Use the ice for 20 to 30 minutes every 3 to 4 hours.
* Try stretching the muscle. For example, you can stretch a cramp in the calf of your leg by straightening your lower leg and pulling your foot toward your head. It may also help to stand on the leg that is cramping.
* Spasms that last a long time may be treated with moist heat for 20 to 30 minutes several times a day.
* Your health care provider may give you stretching exercises.
* Massage is very helpful.
* If you have severe cramps in your legs at night, your health care provider may prescribe some medicine to help.

How can muscle spasms be prevented?

* Proper stretching exercises will help prevent spasms.
* Loosen the covers at the foot of your bed to help prevent leg cramps when you are sleeping.
* If you tend to get muscle cramps during exercise, make sure you drink enough fluids. Sports drinks may be very helpful.
* Some spasms may be caused by poor posture. For example, you may have neck spasms after sitting at a computer terminal for too long or in an awkward position. These spasms may be prevented with better posture.

pasni nak kena cari hot pack tu laa... nak kena kasi panas2 ini belakangs... preparation utk stress yg stressful lately... isk..isk... :(

ump - jb.......... - ump........ - kontan...huhu :(

dear batikchantingss... what a very terrible journey i have for my out station kali ni. pegi johor again after +- 25 years tu mmg sonotss... and i really 'enjoy' the memorable beautiful moment very2 much. the journey is ok actually... but it became hectic and exhausted moment when our movement here and there kat bndar JB tu turned into a very heavy traffic jam. pagi petang siang malam....jamnya tetap sama huhuhu... and because of the heavy traffic, Dr ask us to refresh, have a dinner and solat first before we make a move back to kuantan. i did sigh "...ermm.. kalo kol 7 pon lom bertolak lg...kol bape agaknya den sampai kontan niss?... :( " but since badan pon dah tersangat penat with the +- 1 whole day working visit at UTM Skudai tu, so i think refreshing my body, having dinner and solat first will insyAlh release our stress and pressure stuck dlm traffic bila nak bertolak balik nnt.

we finally make a move at 9pm... and again kena face the same heavy traffic to move out from JB town huhuhu... i just force myself to sleep before i feel uneasy + headache lak nnt... bertolak 9pm, and we were safely arrived UMP at 3am... i thought, everything will be ok lepas2 tu, tp things getting worst when my atos takley start pulaaak... adusslaa... ujian betul... since i was alone at that time, i just go and get a rest first at SN Ina's house kat korters dulu. My bak pon asked me to sleep there first, and make a move back to sekilau pagi2 esoknya.

pagi esoknya, sad to say my car still cannot be started. those UMP guard pon ada tolong but yet nothing happend jugak. sampaila my bak and on tow truck dtg at about 10-1030 am. after +- half an hour charge to my car's battery, again kete tu ditolak... and alhamdulillah idup... yang pasti, bateri kete tu dah tersgt2 weak. i should change before this tp... ntahlaa.. byk sgt alasan suzana zahid sebelum ni... yg kalo disenaraikan pon, definitely return back to my inattentiveness in making sure the atos is always a very tip top condition.... ni mmg pengajaran utk suzana. if u dont want to face this terrible moment again (especially bila musim2 cuti, workshop2 kete byk totop), so please lain kali u have to double triple quadraple prepare with the dependability and steadiness of the car.... as a wrap up, i just can say - what a pitty suzana zahid huhuhu :((

* the pic is taken when i was waiting at the pondok, for my dad and on tow truck datang ... atos...oh atos... :(

learn to pray for HIM with every single grace

dear batikchantingss... just a copy and paste from my email. a very good article to be read. might help us to think, think and rethink of what we have been given by HIM selama ni. i'm not gonna write much here... but i hope the article will leave something in our heart & mind lepas abis baca nnt...learn to always pray for HIM with every single grace given by HIM....happy readings...

Minggu lepas saya sempat tonton sebahagian dari sebuah filem yang disiarkan di channel Vision Four. Tajuknya Interstate 60. Pelakon utamanya saya tak kenal tapi pelakon tambahannya ramai yang top2. Salah satu babak yang saya ingat sangat, ialah di awal cerita yang membabitkan pelakon terkenal, Micheal J.Fox. Dalam babak tu, Micheal kelihatan seperti seorang businessman yang sibuk.

Ketika itu dia sedang bercakap2 di handphonenya di dalam kereta. Di belakangnya ada seorang lelaki sedang mengayuh basikal sambil menghisap pipe. Tiba2 Micheal buka pintu keretanya dan akibatnya lelaki tersebut terlanggar pintu tersebut dan tergolek. Tengah tergocoh2 & sibuk mintak maaf tuh, handphone Micheal terlepas dari tangan. Sampai je ke atas jalan, datang satu trailer lenyek handphone. Apa lagi, menyumpah seranah la dia.

Yela... Sebagai businessman, tentu handphone tu alat penting untuknya. Dalam keadaan marah, terkeluar dari mulut Micheal (lebih kurang la...) "Saya harap ini tak pernah terjadi". Rupa2nya lelaki yang bawa basikal tadi ada kuasa magik. Dia mampu ulang balik masa dan mereka kembali ke satu keadaan di mana Micheal masih dalam kereta dan lelaki tadi masih menunggang basikalnya.

Bila tiba hampir ke kereta Micheal, dia berhenti. Tiba2 Micheal keluar dari kereta. Kali ni lelaki tadi tak melanggar pintunya seperti sebelum ini. Jadi Micheal terus rancak berbual hinggalah tiba2 datang trailer dan melanggar Micheal J. Fox. Lelaki tadi, yang berada di belakang kereta Micheal & memerhatikan segalanya, bekata "Some people just don't know what to wish for" (Sesetengah orang tak tahu apa yang patut diminta).

Apa kesudahan filem ini saya tak tahu sebab saya tak menontonnya hingga selesai. Tapi saya cukup tertarik dengan perkataan lelaki yang berbasikal tu. Sesetengah orang tak tahu apa yang patut mereka minta. Bukankah hampir kita semua begitu? Dalam filem tadi, Micheal mengharapkan kemalangan tu (basikal langgar pintu keretanya) tak berlaku supaya handphonenya terselamat. Tapi tanpa kemalangan itu, dia pula yang maut. Perasan tak?

Ini satu telefilem fiksyen. Rekaan semata. Tapi perkara ni sebenarnya berlaku dalam kehidupan harian kita. Seringkali kita meminta perkara yang macam2 seolah2 itulah yang terbaik untuk kita. Persoalannya, tahukah kita apa yang terbaik untuk kita? Kalau kita dilahirkan miskin, kita sering berdoa untuk menjadi kaya. Hendak mengubah kehidupan, kitakata. Tapi kita pastikah kekayaan itu yang terbaik untuk kita?

Atau kita dilahirkan pendek, atau terlalu tinggi, atau hitam atau berpenyakit. Tentunya kita mengharap2kan keajaiban untuk menjadi manusia yang sempurna atau sekurang2nya 'just nice'. Mungkin juga kita terbabit dalam kemalangan yang mengorbankan orang yang tersayang. Pasti tercalit dalam hati keinginan untuk mengembalikan masa itu supaya kemalangan itu dapat dielakkan dan nyawa orang kesayangan kita juga selamat. Kan?

Persoalannya, adakah apa yang kita perolehi sekarang ini bukan yang terbaik? Adakah Allah itu zalim atau pilih kasih dengan memberi sesetengah orang nikmat manakala setengah lagih azab? Bukankah Allah itu Maha Adil? Bukankah Allah itu Maha Mengetahui? Bukankah Allah itu Maha Bijaksana? Jika begitu, mengapakah ada sesetengah dari kita yang bernasib malang manakala sesetengah yang lain bernasib baik sepanjang hidup mereka?

Sebenarnya, kita adalah apa yang kita minta (we are what we wish for). Kadangkala tatkala kita berdoa, kita sendiri kurang faham dengan apa yang kita minta. Ada orang berdoa minta selamat. Akan tetapi Allah berikan dia dari sihat jatuh sakit. Dari kaya jatuh miskin. Dari jelita jadi huduh. Bagaimana itu? Itu hanyalah sebagai ujian kesabarannya. Seandainya imannya tetap kuat, insyaAllah dia akan selamat di akhirat kelak.

Selamat juga, bukan? Adakah Allah menolak permintaannya? Tidak! Bahkan Allah meletakkannya ke tempat yang lebih tinggi. Begitu juga dengan keadaan saya baru2 ini. Hidup dikelilingi hutang lapuk. Pening kepala nak bayar. Interest makin meningkat. Ibu mana yang tak kasihan lihat anaknya susah hati? Satu hari tu ibu saya beritahu saya yang dia tiap2 hari berdoa minta saya dapat banyak duit. Dia simpati dengan saya katanya.

Saya katakan kepadanya. Kalau banyak duit, tiap2 bulan saya dapat, Alhamdulillah. Saya katakan padanya kalau mahu berdoa untuk saya, berdoalah semoga hutang lapuk saya selesai. Saya beritahunya ketika sebelum Zuhur. Zuhur tu juga dia telah tukar doanya dan Alhamdulillah, petang itu juga saya nampak jalan penyelesaiannya. Doa ibu itu berkat. Sekarang, Alhamdulillah ringan rasanya beban di kepala saya. Maha Suci Allah...

Apabila Allah menentukan sesuatu ke atas kita, percayalah itu adalah yang terbaik. Hanya mata kita yang diseliputi dengan nafsu yang tidak dapat melihat kebaikan yang ada pada sesuatu kejadian. Mengapa sukar bagi kita untuk redha kepada kejadian Allah? 'Grass is always greener on the other side'. Kan? Kita sentiasa melihat apa yang ada pada orang lain itu lebih baik dari apa yang kita miliki.

Sedang Nabi saw telah menasihatkan agar kita melihat orang yang di bawah. Jangan melihat orang lebih tinggi kerana intu akan membuat kita tidak bersyukur. Dan itulah masalahnya pada diri kita. Kita sentiasa mengejar peluang yang lebih baik. Sentiasa mahukan yang lebih banyak. Saya sendiri mengalami perkara ini. Dan saya percaya ramai yang turut mengalaminya. Siapa yang taknak gaji besar, kan?

Masa saya grad, ekonomi negara benar2 sedang menjunam. Saya ke hulu ke hilir mencari kerja. Akhirnya saya bekerja sebagai operator di kilang metal stamping. Gaji RM400 sebulan. Tiada OT. Tolak itu, tolak ini, dapatlah RM350. Hm... Cukup? Dah tentu tidak. Ketika itu saya hanya memiliki sebuah motor Yamaha 110SS hadiah ayah sempena dia dapat EPF. Isi minyak dengan makan dah habis. Ketika itu saya fikir, dapat gaji RM750 pun jadilah.

Kemudian saya bekerja sebagai Lab Technician. Betul2 saya dapat RM750. Cukup? Tak juga. Masa tu saya mula terfikir. Dapat gaji RM1500 pun dah cukup. Allah tunaikan lagi. Bekerja pula di petrochemical plant. Sebagai trainee, dapat la RM1500 sebulan. Ya Allah... tak cukup juga. Sebab masa tu saya dah beli kereta Iswara. Saya fikir, dapat RM2500 cukup la. Tapi bila dapat banyak tu, saya tukar kereta pula. Kesimpulannya tak cukup juga!

Memang takkan cukup. Nafsu itu adalah benda yang paling besar! Sekarang, ketika kawan2 saya berlumba masuk syarikat lain yang offer gaji 2 - 3 kali ganda, saya tetap di sini. Kalau ada yang bertanya kenapa saya tak ikut mereka, senang saya katakan. Saya selesa di sini. Kalau solat saya panjang, bos tak pernah marah. Sedang rakan2 saya di syarikat baru dibenarkan solat hanya dalam masa 5 minit sahaja.

Kini saya dah pandai mengatakan cukup. Cukuplah sebanyak ini yang Allah beri. Sekiranya diberi lebih, Alhamdulillah. Sekiranya semakin kurang, semoga Allah perkuatkan iman saya menghadapi dugaan mendatang. Yang penting bagi saya, apa yang saya perolehi ini halal dan diberkati. Pesan Nabi saw kepada Saiyidina Ali ra supaya jangan mengira2 rezeki untuk hari esok kerana Allah menurunkan rezeki pada tiap2 hari. Ini benar2 terkesan dalam hati saya.

Tapi bukan bererti kita tak boleh mengejar yang lebih baik. Kejarlah dunia seperti akan hidup 1000 tahun lagi. Tapi dunia itu ibarat bayang2. Makin dikejar makin ia lari. Kejarlah akhirat seperti akan mati esok hari. Kerana akhirat itu umpama matahari. Makin kita kejar akhirat (matahari), dunia (bayang2) akan mengejar kita. Rezeki itu hak Allah maka bermohonlah kepada Yang Memiliki rezeki itu. Kerana tiada rezeki untuk kita tanpa ada izin dariNya.

Terjadi kepada kenalan saya. Dengan gaji RM1000 sebulan, nak bayar ansuran rumah, nak isi minyak motor yang makin naik, duit lampin anak, duit makan, tinggal pula di JB, memang tak cukup. Sering dia mengeluh. Di tempat kerjanya pula dah lama hadkan OT. Kesian dia. Selalu dia cakap dia nak cari kerja lain. Dah banyak dia apply tapi tak dapat2 sebab tiada kelulusan dan umur pun dah makin lanjut.

Atau setidak2nya dapat banyak OT. Saya katakan padanya, besar periuk besarlah kerak. Sekarang dia pakai motor. Kalau gaji besar lagi, mungkin dia pakai kereta. Besar mana pun tetap tak cukup. Tapi... Masuk telinga kiri keluar telinga kanan. Akhirnya Allah tunaikan permintaannya. Tiba2 dia dapat banyak sangat OT. Hari2 balik rumah sampai tengah malam. Langsung tak rehat. Main dengan anak pun 2 -3 minit masa pagi sebelum ke tempat kerja.

Bila jumpa, dia cakap dah penat. Tak larat nak OT. Saya ketawakan dia. Bukankah ini yang dia minta? Ya, katanya. Tapi dia dah tak larat. Hari Ahad je dia dapat rehat. Bila nak main2 dengan anak? Kesian anaknya. Ke masjid pun hari Jumaat saja sekarang ni... Saya katakan padanya, kita tak boleh dapat segala2nya. Dia nak duit, Allah bagi duit. Tapi dia hilang kehidupan dan masa dengan anaknya. Itu adalah permintaannya. Bersyukurlah Allah telah menunaikan...

Kalau nak dikongsi, terlalu banyak rasanya apa yang saya lalui. Saya pasti, saudara2 semua juga ada lalui perkara yang sama. Di sini, bukan niat saya nak mengajar. Bukan juga nak menunjuk pandai. Saya hanya mengajak saudara2 sekalian terutamanya diri saya sendiri untuk berfikir. Apa yang kita buru? Apa yang kita cari? Apa yang kita dapat? Berapa kali pernah kita bersyukur dan berapa kali pernah kita katakan cukup?

Cukup atau tidak apa yang kita ada, bergantung kepada cukup atau tidak kita bersyukur ke hadrat Allah. Juga bergantung cukup atau tidak kita tambat nafsu kita. Yang penting tiap kali selepas solat, berdoalah pohonkan Allah berikan yang terbaik buat kita. Nabi saw pernah memberitahu, orang yang tidak berdoa selepas solat adalah orang yang sombong. Dalam hadith yang lain, Baginda saw berkata orang yang sombong adalah syirik kerana hanya Allah yang layak untuk bersifat sombong.

Wallahu'alam...

Ya Allah! Ampunkanlah kami ya Allah. Selama ini kami leka. Selama ini kami lalai dalam mengejar nikmat dunia hingga kami lupa janji nikmat syurga Mu. Cukupkanlah kami dengan apa yang Kau beri. Dan jadikanlah kami insan yang tahu bersyukur. Amin... Ya Rabbal 'Alamin...

Akhir kata, berlajarlah untuk berkata CUKUP.... dan belajarlah BERSYUKUR.. ALHAMDULILLAH ....."

"Tak perlu mencari teman secantik BALQIS, andai diri tak sehebat SULAIMAN. Mengapa mengharap teman setampan YUSOF, jika kasih tak setulus ZULAIKHA. Tak perlu mencari teman seteguh IBRAHIM, andai diri tak sekuat HAJAR dan mengapa didamba teman hidup sesempurna MUHAMMAD, jika ada keburukan pada dirimu. Bimbinglah kekurangan itu sebagai keunikan, carilah kebaikan pada dirinya, bersyukurlah kerana dipertemukan dengannya berdoalah dia milik kita "